relatable quick writes<3

unloveable

i cant anymore. i look in the mirror and i hate what i see. an ugly, fat, annoying, fake girl that is desperate for love. it's pathetic. my past is constantly taking over my mind making me want to kill myself but then i dont. someone said to me "you dont act like yourself" when i thought i was doing better. i thought that i finally found myself. but no apparently im fake. i tried being fake, it isnt enough. i tried being real, still not enough. im starting to feel like the only thing im good for is for people to let all there drama out on me and i help them out. i could never tell anyone about the pain i feel inside. the self hatred, the scars, the past, the worry, the disappointment, the needy, the loveless, selfless, unloveable person i am is screaming louder than it ever has before and is tell me that it would all be easier if i were to-
-c