LOVE ME AGAIN - Taekook ff

Part-33: Regrets loving

Tae ran towards her room and shuts the door with a loud bang. She slowly slides down the closed door crying her heart out..she couldn't control her tears now..she is hurt,very very hurt.

Tae'sPOV:- why are you doing this kookie? Did I do some mistake? What happened to you? Am I not good enough that you don't even want to look at my face. That you don't even let our eyes meet for once.. kookie~ you are hurting me too much bun. I can't take this.. please stop it kookie I need you.. (She smiled sadly feeling the pain in chest)

Tae: I need your love to live koo.. if you don't want me then what is even left in this world for me.. my kookie.. My husband.. who used to love me immensely regrets marrying me?!! He wants to get separated? He doesn't want me anymore... but.. This is what he wants.. Then what about me..? I need him.. I can't live without him..
(She shouts in frustration and then falls on the cold floor)

Tae: kookie please atleast.. atleast give me a chance. I promise I'll be good girl.. I won't behave childish.. I won't behave immature.. please give me a chance koo~

She silently cried and the incident happened last night revolved in her head her tears flowed non-stop.

~Flashback-Yesterday~

    Tae studied well for her exam and she happily closed her books and set their bed. She went near the crib where their son.. Ronwoo, was sleeping peacefully. She caressed his cheeks and admired him for sometime and went towards the bed. She sadly sighed and roamed her hand on jungkook's side.. Feeling him by his scent only.

Tae: you used to be here before me and now you are rarely in our bed.. what happened to us kookie? Are you seriously that stressed or are you're doing it willingly? Please stop avoiding me koo.. it hurts like hell.. I want to know the reason why are you behaving this way. Is it because you are tired of me? I'm childish and immature according to you..(sadly chukled) but you always loved me this way didn't you? Now I've become careless you say.. but didn't you say that you are there for me and will take care of me? (She sighed as tears fell from her eyes)

Tae: Where are you lost kookie? I want my kookie back please I can't live like this please... (cried) I want you back kookie.. pl-please don't ignore me.. please love me again like you used to do babybun. will you? Will you please LOVE ME AGAIN like earlier? Am I asking for too much? (she silently cried)

Jungkook entered the room only to find Tae sitting on his side of their bed and crying silently. Seeing her like that hurt him so much that he couldn't even control his tears.. he aggressively closed the door with a bang making her startle.. she immediately wiped her tears and put on a fake smile seeing him. Now who is gonna tell her that she can't hide her pain everytime.. her eyes were bloody red and puffy.

But still she smiled at him thinking atleast he would be normal today.. but all in vain he ignored her again and entered the bathroom.

Hurt.. it was all she felt over and over again. She harshly wiped her tears.. not today. No, she is not gonna let him do this to her now. Today she will know the reason of his coldness.. she will get all her answers.

She waited till the door opened and jungkook came out of the room. She stood up and went towards him and back hugged him. And trust me.. jungkook felt heaven finally after feeling her arms around him after nearly a month..but he has to control himself. He gently removed her hands from his body.

Jk: not today Tae I'm tired. (irritated)

Tae: (hurt) k-kookie.. what happend you can share with me bun? (tried to hold his hand only to get yanked)