when minho told the jisung the full story he felt like throwing up, but he ended turning on minho for something that was completely out of minho's control. after seeing hyunjin's brother minho because closed off again but he tried to pretend he was okay.
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"sup losers" minho said he put his phone down sat up straight, "this is going to be a very different live." minho said gently "as you guys know i started dancing back in highschool, and i've talked about the many injuries i've sustained over the years, and my story..." minho paused blinking a bit "i uh actually suffered a different injury while i was in the hospital recovering from that... uhm i.. i had a stroke.. which i didn't think, you know that- that anything else would happen." minho paused and held his breath, looked around for a bit remaining quiet. " recent i- have been disoriented and confused about times places and even my activities that were scheduled.. i even had been having a hard to doing physical things like dancing or even just walking at times." minho weakly chuckled
" so i went to the doctors, because this is not normal for me.. i feel physically weak, and i wasn't all there mentally.. i went to the doctors, and the diagnosis came back as Alzheimer's. i was in complete denial, i kept thinking no way.. im so young.. but even after going to multiple doctors it was alzheimers some people live only 4-8 years after their symptoms popped up, some people live up to 20 years. im not sure when my symptoms popped up, but im still hopeful to live at least another 3 years. but i wanted to let you guys know, it's actually effecting badly.. i was probably around stage 2? when i first got the diagnosis as of doing this vlive i think im slowly entering stage 4... which brings me to the biggest and main point of this live."
minho could hold his tears about began to sob, " i.. i am retiring.." he choked through a sob " i can hardly remember anything anymore, i had to write this all down— i wake up and i dont even know what day it is— i try to practice dancing and it's too hard, its like.. watching something impossible." minho sobbed and was a complete wreck, "i can barely even recognize chan, changbin, felix— , nobody.." minho sat there quietly and sobbed
"this is our last time together, im so glad.." minho sniffled looking down " im so glad i spent my last few years in public on camera...— so that i'll be able to remember what my life was like, i hope that if and when we met again.. that you guys will support me like this again, and maybe then together we'll grow and do more again." minho said smiling and ending the vlive, he completely broke. this was his new life things that once were simple became harder, he couldn't recognize almost anything.
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a glimpse [minsung]
Fantasybook 1; once upon a dream i don't remember when minho and jisung stopped being minho and jisung but it happened that way, no one knows when why or how.. TW: mental illness; Alzheimer's; death;