a glimpse [minsung]

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after that day all the public saw really of minho was his good days, and it would be instagram stories or post posted by chan. changbin was struggling to accept it, minho was dying but the worse part is.. he would never really full remember the beautiful person he became and his friends who were like family to him. one day chan,changbin,felix and jeongin were out with minho when they ran into jisung. "minho?" jisung said questioning if his eyes deceived him, minho who was holding chan's at the moment. "who is that?" minho whispered "thats jisung," chan said softly "hi jisung.." minho still wasn't sure who this person was or how they knew eachother, but minho was sure that jisung was probably a good person. jisung was about to ask when felix pulled him aside and told him everything, jisung forced a smile and said he had to go to work. minho accepted this and went on with his day,

when minho got home that day he sat there and thought about everything. would he do his whole life again? no he went through everything he did for a reason, and even though he has a hard time remembering everyone and everything he still ended up where he needed to be. minho was well aware of the full aspect of current times, he was dying. that was just that there was no ifs,ands, or buts, hell he could even ask why, that was simply just the life chosen for him. on the other hand changbin would never accept this, he was loosing his best friend someone who was like a brother to him. he couldn't accept this and he couldn't talk to anyone because they just didn't understand, as much as he tried to understand he just couldn't. as much as changbin desperately wanted and tried to accept it he couldn't, changbin spent most of his days locked in his room or accompanying minho. chan, felix, and jeongin came to the executive decision to let jisung visit and  keep minho company if he so pleased, because minho was dying he really wouldn't of wanted anyone to have any regrets before his passing.

it was a cold winter morning jisung was mainly doing all the talking as minho well just sat there, minho couldn't really move any more but he still could talk. "...jisung.." minho mutter "yeah?" jisung said looking at minho "you have beautiful eyes, they just feel warm and familiar.." minho said softly and his body sat there looking at jisung, jisung wanted to tell minho everything. but he promised he wouldn't, he just didn't want to overwhelm the older. "we use to eachother thats why they're familiar", jisung joked lightly "did something happen? why did i see as much as the others like.. chang...bin" minho asked, he could barely remember the names of the people in his life " i did something bad," jisung muttered looking down at the floor.

"well just know i forgive you," minho soft voice rang in jisung ears. "you're only forgiving me because you don't remember what i did," jisung said as tears formed in his eyes "i'm forgiving you because im dying....  regardless of if i remember or not no one deserves to live with regrets." minho said making jisung burst into tears "... im so sorry.." the younger cried minho wished he could reach his hands out and comfort him, but all he could do is watch. changbin came and visited the next day , minho was sleeping most of the day.

hyunjin and jisung were sitting across from eachother for the first time in a while. hyunjin was admitted to a mental hospital by his mom to get help. jisung visited him every other day if he wasn't visiting minho, "... i know this is long too over due, but im sorry to you and minho." hyunjin said timidly he looked like shit, he had dark eye bags his eyes were red because he cried before the visit. "i already forgive you hyunjin," jisung said with a sad smile "you do?" hyunjin asked his eyes lit up slightly, jisung nodded "uh.. have you.. heard from minho.." hyunjin asked " i got visit him in the hospital every other day," jisung said "he's in the hospital is he okay?" hyunjin asked but the look on jisungs face said everything, " how bad is it?" hyunjin asked silence arose "you can tell me , i'm in the mental hospital and it seems like im really sick and gonna flip out if you tell me. but im not im in here because i needed just a little extra help." hyunjin said his boney figure his dark eye bags an the color of his skin getting lighter implied other wise ,"minho is dying" jisung told him anyways because he wasn't gonna stay in the dark forever.

"wh-what happened?" hyunjin could barely get the words out, he wishes he could see minho apologize and undo everything. " minho has Alzheimer but once it gets worse he starts not be able to do thinks for himself, " jisung said hyunjin couldn't believe it. "ho-how?? minho only 20 something," hyunjin questioned jisung began explaining that minho had a suffered a bad head injury in highschool, it caused him to have a stroke and caused alzheimer.  hyunjin sat there in shock he remembered the head injury all too well, because well he caused it. hyunjin regrets being jealous and spiteful but its way to late.