My father urges me to help him get the house clean for Luke and Terra's appearance. Terra is Luke's mother. She's very friendly and also a great counselor.
"Audie!", my father tries to get my attention.
"Yes dad?", I respond.
"Terra and Luke will be here in less than thirty minutes. Do you mind to help me finish dinner?", he asks, tone excited.
"I don't mind. Be down in a sec." Why does Luke have to exist?
As I walk down the steps , I hear a loud bang at the door. They're here. Oh god. My dad walks over to answer the door as I finish cooking dinner.
Tara walks into the kitchen and spots me.
"How are you , Autumn?", Tara asks.
"Great.", I respond.
"I'm going to send Luke in here to help you finish cooking. In the meantime , me and your father will be outside talking.", she explains.
Oh god. Me and Luke alone. I think I'm going to vomit.
I hear the front door shut. Through the corner of my eye , I see Luke. He's walking very slow with his hands in his pockets.
"My mother asked for me to help.", Luke announces.
"I know.", I'm being short with him. He's such an asshole.
"I know why you're upset, but you shouldn't be upset with me. I'm the one who told everyone it didn't happen. I thought you should know.", he seems so heart broken or like he actually feels bad that this happened.
"It's okay.", my voice is so shaky. I'm very emotional when it comes to this type of stuff. I don't want to cry infront of him. Please don't cry. Please don't cry. Fuck.
Tears are rushing down my face. I can't breathe. I find myself in my doorway. I walk in and shut the door. My body sits in the floor as my mind feels like it's running a marathon.
Why did he even have to be here? He could've just kept quiet. Why did he bring that up? I hate this. I hate him. I hate my school.
A knock on my door distracts me from my thoughts.
Luke walks in. "I'm so sorry if I said something.", he walks over to me and sits only inches away. His hand approaches my face and wipes away a tear. Maybe he isn't that bad?
"Beautiful girls shouldn't cry", he says, looking into my eyes. My heart skipped a beat. Oh my god. He thinks I'm beautiful. Oh. My. God.
His hand moves from my cheek to the middle of my back. I lean in for a hug. His head is laying between my shoulder and my neck. I'm now sitting on his lap. Our bodies are intertwined.
Luke lifts up his head and mine as well. We're looking into each other's eyes. His hand moves up to my face. Oh god Autumn. What are you doing? His face is now inches from mine. I don't ever care right now. This is actually really soothing. Luke's lips finally touch mine. God they taste so good. Mint mixed with a hint of strawberry. His tongue slips into my mouth. As his lips massage mine , Luke moves my body. I'm now completely facing him. My legs around his waist. We're still on the floor , sitting in front of my dresser. Luke's hand moves up to my waist. Oh god. This is complete bliss. He moves my hips back and forth with his hands. Our lips are still in contact. I feel something underneath my bottom. Something hard. I can't do this. I'm not ready to do this. His lips move from my lips to my neck. He's sucking , licking , biting. It feels amazing. Autumn stop. It feels too good to stop. Luke tries to pull up my shirt, but I refuse. I make it clear to him that I'm not ready.
"Can we go downstairs and eat?", I ask, remembering that dinner had been completed moments after I rushed to my room.
"Sure. Are you okay?", Luke says in a concerned tone.
"I'm fine." I flash a smile and head downstairs.
