Bucky Barnes One Shots

Obsession pt. 4

Bucky held his word and you held yours.

You sent him the picture of your son. His name was Kai and he was born 8lbs and 3 ounces.

Bucky appreciated the picture more than you could ever know. He looked at the picture every day. He wanted to meet his son. To hold him and to love him. He wished he hadn't fucked up.

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Kai ran around the house acting like he was a superhero.

"Hey, slow down" You lecture. A knock lands on the door and you walk over to open it.

You look up and Bucky stood in front of you.

"What the hell are you doing here?" You ask in a hushed tone.

"I wanna see my son. Please?"

"You shouldn't have come" You were about to close the door but he stopped it.

"You don't have to tell him who I am. I just want to meet him. Tomorrow he turns 5, can't I see him?"

You sigh and glance behind your shoulder.

"Okay, but you don't tell him anything I wouldn't want you to"

He nods and you invite him in.

"Kai? Baby? Can you come to mommy for a second?"

He runs over in his little cap and looks at Bucky.

"This is an old friend of mine" You smile, as Bucky crouched down to his level.

"Hi!" His little voice cheered.

Bucky started to tear up at the sight of his son. "You got so big. The last time I saw you, you were a little baby"

"Yeah! Tomorrow, I turn..." He looks down at his fingers and counts. "5!"

"I know. I got you a gift. You can open it now if that's okay with your mom"

"Mommy, pweas!? Pweas?"

"Go ahead" You laugh

Bucky pulls out a toy car and hands it to Kai.

"Wow!"

"What do we say?"

"Thank you!" He squealed, wrapping his small arms around Bucky's neck.

The affection caught him off guard and had him choking down tears. "You're welcome"

Bucky hugs him tighter and sniffles up his loose snot.

"Okay, go play with your new toy"

"Bye-bye!" Kai grinned, running towards the living room.

"He's so...great"

"I know." You whisper

"I wanna be his dad. I wanna be there for him"

"That's not a good idea" You mumbled

"Why? I got help. I'm better now. I want to be a father to my son"

You shake your head, full of conflict. He wasn't asking to take him away. But just to be there for him.

"Okay, by you have to swear to me that you won't act like you did last time. If he gets attached to you and you do something, I won't ever let you see him again and that'll break his heart"

He nods and looks down the hall. "Can I tell him? Who I am?"

You shake your head. "Wait till morning. Do you have somewhere to stay?"

"I'm in a motel down the street"

"I'll call you tomorrow when you can come over"

He smiles and pulls you into a hug. "Thank you. Really. I'm so sorry for what I did to you. You're a great mom"