Memory Loss (Ghost X Reader)

Our daughter

Y/N POV
I hear Ghost call my name and asks "What will you do with your guns when we have a kid?" He stops and looks at me. He processes my question and then says "IF we have a kid." I turn to him and say "No, when we have a kid." He shakes his head, "I'm not found of children as fond of kids as you so IF we have a kid, I'll figure it out." He says. He has a point, he's kinda never really seen kids before. He didn't even get to be one either, they all grew up to fast. I go back to finish the nursery, I make it look like a snowy night with the northern lights over a cabin which is covered by her crib, though that's the point, almost done. Should be finished by lunch tomorrow. They, Rebel and Rose, get home from buying groceries, so I help them put them up and tell Rose about my conversation with Ghost. She thinks I should wait for him to get used to his niece before I have any kids of my own with him. I put up the last thing and go back to painting while thinking about what Rose said. Right before dinner I see Rebel secretly propose to Rose and obviously she said yes. They kissed and went back to making dinner for us all.

*Next day after lunch*

I was leading Rebel and Rose to the nursery, she was blindfolded and he helped lead her. When they opened their eyes and saw the perfectly painted too she hugged me and almost cried. We celebrated their engagement that night as well as the pregnancy of Midnight and Chasity (Swift's girl). I'm the only one not pregnant..............yet. I hangout with the girls until the pass out and use me as a pillow. It's a good hour before the boys come home and get them off. Once all of the moms or technically soon-to-be moms were in bed I go to bed myself. I change into my pajamas and cuddle up in the blankets while Ghost is in the shower. While waiting on him to get out, get dressed come to bed, I pass out. I feel him cuddle me though.

Ghost POV
The girls partied at home while we went out in order to takes care of some business. When we came home Y/N was being used as a pillow while all the girls were asleep. I sigh and help put them to bed, then I take a shower. When I get out I see Y/N cuddled up into the blankets facing the bathroom door and fast asleep. She must've been waiting for me to get out and passed out because I was taking so long. I get in bed and cuddle her to my chest, I feel her smile when I kiss her head. I lie awake for another hour just watching her sleep and thinking about what she said the other day. When I got to sleep I dream of her holding a baby. The baby has her hair and beautiful eyes but my green skin, it was beautiful. I don't like kids because I fear that I'll scare them or hurt them on accident. I should tell her that, maybe I will tomorrow when she's awake enough to understand.

*The next day*

When I woke up and get dressed, I went into the armory. Y/N came in not to long after me, she was still in PJs though. Her (fill in blank) hit my shoulder and I look up to see her glaring at me viciously. She walks back into the room, great I pissed her off by leaving her to sleep. I sigh and pick up her (fill in blank) and walk in the room to give them back. She's sitting on the bed, in her normal clothes, glaring at me. She always changes fast. I had her the (fill in the blank) as she yells at me. "You left me alone?! In OUR bed?! Stupid." I sit beside her and hug her tightly, she's always had really bad abandonment issues. She eventually sighs and hugs me back, "I thought that you left the house and wouldn't be back for a while." She says. I know she thinks one day were all gonna pack up and leave. But if she had a baby she'd never be alone, maybe that's why she wants one... I'll just wait and see if she still wants one when Rose's girl gets here.

*A few weeks later*

Yesterday around lunch Rose's water broke. We've been waiting in the hospital for hours. Rebel is in there with her and we're sitting on the outside. Y/N leans her head on my shoulder and a nurse walks out and finally says we can go in. Y/N practically runs in while I walk behind her. We see a beautiful baby girl she has Jade green skin and mitch match eyes like Rebel. One eye was pink and the other was orange, she has Rose's chocolate brown hair and her smile. She has 3 baby fingers, but also a turtle plastron, she's truly a perfect blend of those two. Rose asked Y/N if she wanted to hold the her baby and she instantly agreed and took her so gently. I watched Y/N's face light up as she held her. "What's her name?" I ask. "Ruby." Rose says. "Ruby suits her." Y/N says happily looking down at the smiling baby. Staring at the scene made me feel like I needed that to be my child. No. Our child. I tell Rebel that Swift and the others are at home, he tells us that he'll be back later. When we finally got Y/N to let go of the baby I brought her home. I wait until after dinner to tell her what I saw in the hospital, she smiled at me and said "We can have one when we're ready." I smiled lightly and nodded then we got ready for bed.