Chapter 18

30 2 2
                                    

Vanessa's POV

After the boys left I just thought. I thought about Hayes and Nash. Hayes was very sweet to me and helped me today. Maybe its just a "brotherly" thing because he is like my little brother. Well older. I really like Nash. I know I just saw him in person for the first time yesterday but this is not my firrst time talking to him. All the boys have a fan account for themselves. Well it was Matt's account then Nash and Hayes came on then soon enough all the boys came on. Taylor is like my brother. Yes i know what your thinking. He just tried something on you. But he knows me so well and I know him so well its unreal. I'm gonna have to soon tell the boys its me because they all keep DMING me and my phone goes crazy. I'm gonna post something. Like an indirect.

(Photo above) @magcon.o2l.1998- I am closer to you then you think... But your to dumb to realize it.

I tagged the boys account posted it. They probably arent even going to realize its for them... dumbasses. I just got a damn DM from them... great.

Boys account-BA| Me-V

BA-Whats going on? -Tay

What am I gonna say this is stupid

V-Taylor I don't think you and the boys understand do u?

BA-What do we not understand? -Cam

BA-I'm so confused!!!! -Hayes

BA-I'm so lost! -Nash

V-WOAH CALM DOWN! This is an easy thing to explain

BA- Damn ok. Than explain -Aaron

V- I'm Vanessa Nash's girlfriend

As that sent the boys came bursting through the room "YOUR VANESSA FROM INSTAGRAM?!?!?!?" They yell in sync like they planned it. "YES I AM AND IM PROUD ABOUT IT!" I screamed back. Taylor looks like he was gonna burst "VANESSA I TOLD YOU EVERYTHING ABOUT THE GIRL I LIKED AND EVERYTHING ABOUT HER!!! ARE YOU TO STUPID TO REALIZE ITS YOU!!" He yelled and ran out of the room. I couldn't even process that. I was in shock. "Vanessa are you okay?" Cameron asked and walked over to me and took me into his arms and held me like a baby. I shook my head and squeeked out "This is to much to handle. I need Haleigh and Emily" He nodded "What about Sarah?" Aaron asked "No. Just Haleigh and Emily and Ash." I said. Everybody looked confused but Matthew "Guys Ash is @pastel.griers from instagram shes one of her best friends. Me and Taylor only know that." Matthew said everybody nodded. "But she cant come because she lives in Saint Louis."I said They nodded. Emily and Haleigh walked in "Were going to the mall" Emily said. "OK" I said and got up and went into the bathroom and put on makeup and got dressed.

At the Mall

When we got to the mall I had to pee. "Guys I have to pee" I said and the girls looked at me and laughed as we headed to the bathroom. As we walked out of the bathroom we went to Hollister. Haleigh and Emily went somewhere in the store but idk where. "Well well well. Look who it is. Little miss perfect who got me suspended. I knew you were always trouble" I heard from behind me. I turned around to see the one and only Caden. The kid who threntend to rape me in 6, 7, and 8th grade. "What the fuck are you doing here Caden" I said a little scared "I'm shopping in the town that I live in now. The real question is why are YOU here?" He said with that dumb smirk but let me say it was pretty hot.... WHAT THE FUCK AM I SAYING "I'm here for Magcon. Do u have a problem with that?" I ask and I see Emily and Haleigh coming over towards us. "Eww wtf are you doing here" Emily said to Caden "I'm shopping what does it look like" he answered with an attitude. Man I just want to go to the hotel and cuddle with Nash... And Taylor and Hayes and Matt.... And Shawn. Shit this isn't good. I can't like all of them.

HAYES' POV

When the girls left I had to think of something. I can't stand this anymore I'm in love with Vanessa and I don't know how to tell Emily. Ugh. Why is this so hard.

NASH'S POV
I have to figure out who likes Vanessa. Well obviously Taylor and Hayes like her. But who else.... OHH I GOT ONE. I can tell Matt likes her and Shawn. Shawn is just so innocent so you wouldn't think of him as liking somebody but I know he does. The way he looks at her... It really pisses me off. I gotta find a way for them not to like her

VANESSA'S POV
After we delt with Caden we went back to the hotel. I didn't want to deal with the boys so I went up to the roof and took Shawn's guitar. I sang one of Shawn's new songs This is What It Takes:

I watch your troubled eyes as you rest,
And I fall in love with every breath.
Wonder if those eyes are really shut,
And am I the one you're dreaming of?

'Cause underneath the darkness
There's a light that's trying so hard to be seen.
And I know this 'cause I've noticed
A little bit shining through the seams.

And if this is what it takes,
Then let me be the one to bear the pain.
Oh if this is what it takes
I'll break down these walls that are in our way,
If this is what it takes.

You keep on telling me I'm wasting time,
But to call it wasting time oh that's a crime.
And you think it's crazy what I'm trying to do.
Well baby, I'm a fool for you.

'Cause underneath the darkness
There's a light that's trying so hard to be seen.
And I know this 'cause I've noticed
A little bit shining through the seams.

And if this is what it takes,
Then let me be the one to bear the pain.
Oh if this is what it takes
I'll break down these walls that are in our way,

'Cause if you don't understand yet
Then I'll never let you forget
That you don't have to do this on your own.

I'll be your shoulder to lean on.
I'll be your right when you feel wrong.
So come on, take my hand, we're moving on.

And if this is what it takes,
Then let me be the one to bear the pain.
Oh and if this is what it takes,
Then I'll break down these walls,
These walls that are in our way.
If this is what it takes.
As I was finishing the song I heard a voice singing along with me. I turned around and saw Shawn. "You know you have a beautiful voice and you need to stop stealing my guitar" Shawn said laughing lightly. I looked up into his eyes and smiled "Thanks and I like using your guitar so no" I said with a straight face. His face dropped and he started laughing and I joined in. "We really need to do a duet at magcon together" He said and I looked at his big brown eyes "Shawn I don't think the fans will like me so I think I'm good" I said and I started getting up and Shawn grabbed my hand and pulled me into his chest to a hug and whispered "I love you more then you will ever imagine." And we got up and went back to see the rest of the boys.

The Girl From New YorkWhere stories live. Discover now