This is for a girl let's call her "may". How I met her and what I felt during those times.
I still remember in 6th grade, my close friend (let's call her elen) Elen was going to another school but I was still staying in the same school I am in.
7th grade was boring without her, I made a friend, has the same name as the person (May) I'm writing this about.
She found out my socials but I wasn't interested in her, all I wanted was my close friend Elen.
Talked to my parents about it, they finally agreed,but for all my childhood friends I would miss them. I knew them all since I was 2 years old until 7th grade. I had a crush on a guy for 10years I was always happy when he sat next to me but I had to leave everyone I liked and love just for Elen, it was worth it actually. Since I was gone they never texted unless I did. So I joined the next year to see my friend at the new school.
Aaaand here I was 8th grade and I still don't see her, she always did this since I've knew her, she always comes to school 2 weeks after the start of the school it wasn't surprising. I actually didn't want to make friends but it was pretty lonely alone but I met this 2 guys behind me in math class, one guy is smart (ass... ) and the other one is the shortest ugly troll gremlin bitch I hated him.
They were both chill, the gremlin's gf was so jealous of me bc I talked to her bf,
sOOOO YEAH ANYWAYS the 3rd week, I made friends with 3 girls, they were kind not gonna lie but I wasn't interested in them, people come inside the class and leave and they're all just normal, nothing special about them.
The 5th week, "she" came, the girl I'm talking about, May. No idea why but the moment she entered she just catched my eye, I never had this happening with anyone but to only her, she was just so different that I can't even find word for it, I still remember we were in history class, the teacher told her to sit behind me, the way she walked near us was like a model (but rn after years she walks like she's drunk asf lmaoaoo)
I didn't make eye contact with her I just looked straight to my book but my friend next to me whispered to me "she looked at you" I just said to her "cool" and moved on, the teacher switched her place to the front again lol, she sat next to a girl, they became best friends so quick
The same day but in the afternoon, I had no idea why but I wanted to walk alone and a bit earlier, I went and took loooong ways to go to school, and still ended up earlier at school, those 3 friends I had introduced me to again the whole class, I felt special and they still didn't interest me at all but I was mostly bored and i knew the stuff I like they would prob have never heard abt, only Elen would.
The school door opened, my 3 friends like to walk around the school but I wasn't in the mood for walking again. But there were some guys playing basketball, I just sat and watched them for minutes until May came and passed infront of me and her new short friend, but she sat next to me, her friend talked to her other friends while she was left alone meanwhile May was also watching the guys play
I did feel her staring at me for some seconds but I ignored it like I did to everyone, why would she be interested in someone like me anyways, she talked but I ignored it she was prob talking to her friend, until she tapped my hand to look at her.
Oh boy those brown eyes, they were so pretty. That heart birthmark on her right eye was cute, I forgot myself and I kept staring at them until she asked me again "you like basketball?" THAT caught my attention quickly
I said yeah, she also did like it.
I liked swimming and running more, I told her about a medal I had, and she got excited to see it, so I did bring it to her to see it.
