is this love
or my determination
to not be lonely.
i remember the sad and happy days
and still yearn to be by your side.
that's love right?
i think of drinking
at that spot we claimed
at the beach we go stargazing.
such a romantic thing to do
with someone you don't love.
i saw 3 shooting stars
our last week together.
i wished you would be happy
that we would stay friends
and that you'll find love.
i guess they're wrong,
whatever they said about shooting stars.
most things end in vain.
i had mused myself
maybe our friendship will last.
but whats a friendship if the last thing we shared was a kiss.
this isnt friendship, this isnt love.
this is torture.
this is the end.
