It's currently Friday and I can't stand this shit anymore. We're literally doing a stupid project about George Washington and I hate it. I always hated history, not just because it's not entertaining, but also boring like UGH
*bell rings*
Ms. Deny: well that's the bell, don't forget to finish the project for next Monday since we aren't seeing each other until then
Everybody gets up and leave, but I go to the bathroom for a second. Once I arrive I take out my ✨DROGAS✨ and put 5 of them on my hand, until someone came out of the stall
Jacky: are you following me or something?
Elena: bathrooms are for everyone
I say swallowing all of them without water
Jacky: what kind of pills are those-
Elena: drugs
I say quickly before leaving
Jacky: don't do that-
Elena: I'll do what I want
Jacky: ok monster
Elena: can you stop calling me that gosh
Jacky: why would I? I mean it's the perfect nickname for you, but if you like killer instea-
Elena: look
I wrap my hand around her throat and push her against the wall (not in that way god damn-)
Elena: if you don't stop I'll hurt you, maybe not like him, but I will fucking hurt you. Stop saying those things out loud like you're a fucking megaphone aight? It was an accident and it was for protection, now get this shit off your mind before I fucking do
I let her go and I see a tear rolling down her cheek. I would say she's a crybaby, I mean she is but she's just born sensitive I guess? We all can't change her or the way she is, and to be honest, I kind of like her sensitive side since I can control it. It makes me feel powerful in a way, but anyways I finally leave the bathroom and go back home
*Jacky's pov*
I fucking hate her. She makes me feel so weak and I hate it. I can't even stand up for myself cause I'm a baby, I cry on everything. But I can't help it, I'm just like this.
My dad comes to pick me up since I can't afford a car, plus I'm not working so I'm not helping myself. I get into his truck and I put the car to my Bluetooth.
James: so how was today?
Jacky: shitty like always dad, you know my answer every time
James: I mean I'm sure Elena made it better?
Oh yeah, I haven't told my parents I'm not with her anymore. I also for sure didn't tell them what she did, cause I don't want them to put her in prison, even if I would like that..
Jacky: yeah she did..like always
James: I'm happy she did, but I want to talk to you about something
Jacky: hm?
James: I would really like it if you would come along this week-end, I mean Elena will be alone, and I mean, what will you even do?
Jacky: I don't know dad, I had plans with Der- I mean Sandra
James: but please, just this once? Then I'll let you go, I haven't hung out with you for so long..
I sigh and place my head against the headrest
