I stare at my reflection in the mirror of the bathroom, ensuring that nothing is out of place.
My eyes travel over to a shirtless Samuel and i watch as he puts back on his jersey.
"see something you like?" He snaps me out of my trance
I shake my head and walk over to the door and unlock it, walking out of the restaurant toilet with him hot on my heels
the past month has been like this.
sex.
lust.
just...i don't know, but he has been driving me crazy.
We still haven't put a title on it yet...i wish we would, but i don't wanna force it
"Get home safe everybody" i say to my workers as me and Samuel get into his car and he takes us back to his place.
I've basically been living here
I moved majority of my clothes into his closet and I reside here regularly unless we fight on rare occasions
I remove my sandals and put it on the shoe rack before walking up to his room and stripping to take a shower.
After my shower I walked back outside in my pajamas and join Samuel on the bed, watching American Horror Stories
"can we watch something else?" I ask with my bottom lip poked out
But he doesn't even look my way and just responds with "Nope," popping the 'p'
We begin to bicker for what seems like forever until he gives me the remote and lets me turn on riverdale.
3 episodes later, we were both asleep.
I wake up to the sound of Samuel's phone going off and him not there.
so i decide to answer it.
i furrow my brows looking at "Kaila" flash across the screen with a black heart emoji
the fuck?
I place my finger over his home button, revealing in the phone unlocking and a series of texts messages and missed calls from the same Kaila girl.
Kaila🖤
samuel I need more money for junior I spent it all hey?? you there? you with that bitch ain't you 7 missed facetime calls 1 attachment: answer yo calls nigga ughh whatever 2 missed facetime calls
i don't know what it is but something about that bitch fuels me with rage.
His phone starts vibrating in my hand and i answer, immediately met with loud rambling.
"listen to me bitch" i cut her off, waiting for her to get silent "Samuel is mine. I need you to fuck off or I will beat your ass again. Do not call his phone again you hear me?"
and i hang up before she has a chance to respond.
I get off the bed, slamming his phone onto the tiles watching it shatter before stomping on it repeatedly
"Mama you alrig-YO WHAT THE FUCK" Samuel screams, coming into view from the bathroom with his towel around his waist and water beads dripping down his skin
"Why you still fuckin around huh?" I point a finger at him and he looks clueless "So you got a son now?! You paying motherfuckin child support? Lmme tell yuh sum eh sah, Ieen no step mudduh I not gon sit here and look like no yamhead widde fuck. I look like chucky the clown to you" I rant while tossing my clothes into a duffel bag and walking down the stairs
I hear Samuel behind me like a lost puppy and ignore his presence until I feel him tug me back and cause me to fall on my ass
"RASSCLAT" I curse angrily picking myself up and continuing on my trail home
"So what? You gonna walk home?" He chuckles as if amused at my anger.
"Yes."
And with that, his smile drops as I shut the door in his face and begin my journey home.
5:00 am
I wipe my tears as I press the red block button on Samuel's number and unlock my front door before going inside and collapsing on the floor.
He isn't yours. Why are you mad
He owes me some type of respect and that was fucked up
He owes you nothing.
I release a heavy sigh, before tossing my phone, watching as the screen cracks into a million pieces
If you had told me my life would have been so crazy 6 months ago, i would have laughed in your face.
Samuel has changed me
for the better....right?
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Caribbean translator: lemme tell yuh sum eh sah= let me tell you something mister/sir Ieen Nuh step mudduh= I ain't no step mother RASSCLAT= fuck/shit
Alright readers. This is your last update until you guys get the votes up! I will be writing....just not publishing😂 It would be nice to at least get 300-500 votes at least Let's work towards that right? Muah🥺🔮 Goodnight my lovelies
