WHEN I LOOK AT YOU -robin Buckley <3

002

Olivia was so mad that she had gotten fired. It wasn't my fault. she was storming out of the mall, when she paused. There she was. That girl was standing right outside of scoops ahoy, serving samples to people passing by. She wanted to walk the other way, but it was the only way to the exit. "Samples? Anyone?" She looked bored.

"I-I'll take a sample" the girl looked at her blankly "ok? Flavor?" She paused in her spot. "fruity tutti" "k." She doesn't even like ice cream. Why am I here? I should just leave. Before the girl came back Olivia decided to leave. She was already mad enough and eating ice cream and then throwing up wasn't something she felt like doing.

"I'm home." Olivia said blankly, while her brothers just stared at her "care to explain why your home so early?" Charlie thought that Olivia was lying to them about her job. "I got fired" Charlie and Adam's calm faces slowly turned into mad ones.

Before they could lecture Olivia, she ran up the stairs into her room. Your disgusting. Why do you feel that way about heather? She's JUST a friend. Your a brat. Die. Olivia's mind slowly flooded with negative thoughts. This had happened before,she doesn't know what's wrong with her, just.breathe she never understood why it was so hard for her to do that simple task. Her head was pounding, she felt like her eyes could fall out of her skull. She got up, pacing around the room.

Adam
"What was that noise?" He looked over to Charlie, who looked confused as well, "I don't know, sounded like it came from liv's room"

Olivia
She stopped and stared at the wall "crap" she choked out, knowing her brothers would be furious when they saw what she did. "Liv?" "CRAP" Olivia sat on her bed, with her head in her hands. "OLIVIA. BENSON." "I-I didn't mean to" Charlie and Adam shared a disappointed look "I swear to god, you are paying for that. Also, your not going out for a week" "I swear I didn't mean too, please it was a accident" Adam noticed the tears puddling In her eyes.

young Olivia stared at her father with a pleading look, "P-please don't take me there again, I- I won't ever do it again." She had lashed out on a kid that was bullying her, so when her alcoholic and abusive father found out, he was furious, " don't even try to deny it, your a little monster. You need it. They will train you to be a proper woman, so you can get married." Her dad sent her to a boarding school for "mentally insane children"

When the same thing happened at her
boarding school, they nearly murdered her. "Hey Charlie, I think we should just give her some time," flashing Charlie a knowing look "you know what dad did to her" he whispered, but Charlie didn't seem to care. He grabbed Olivia by the hair, and gave her a hard smack on the left cheek.