Stressed Out

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*Loud Thud*
"Babe?" I yell out.
*No answer*
I wait a few seconds.
"Baby?" I yell out again, pulling covers off of me placing my two feet on the floor before getting up.
"(Gf/N)!" I shout, and still get no response.
I run down the stairs and see a cuddled up figure sobbing into their knees on the couch.
"Baby? Love, what's wrong? How was work?" I walk up to her, worried. She's never slammed a door like that, or come home from work like that before.
She sits there and sobs more, letting out more of her tears. She gets louder and louder that some on her cries turn into coughs.
"I got you. Calm down." I bring her body over mine and lay on the couch. (GF/N) snuggles her face completely into my chest, and her cries get louder and louder. I rub her back in a slow motion.
She looks up at me with a sad face and plants her head right back down into chest, making me groan.
This hurts so much. I hate seeing her upset, it makes me want to cry. And I hate crying.
"Baby, talk to me please." I plead for her response.
She just cries harder and I sigh with a feeling we'll be here for hours, and she'll never feel better again.
She starts to pound her fist onto the couch but her sobs soften. Though she can barely breathe.
"Stop it." I grab her wrist as she starts hitting her head. "Stop it." I repeat to her. I bring her arm around my neck but she switched to the other hand and brings it to her head again.
"Stop baby, please." I struggle with this arm, but manage to wrap it around the neck with the other one, and I feel fingers combing through my hair. Then her sobs stop all of a sudden, and I tilt my head down.
She looks up at me, blinking her super puffy eyes. Her frown extends and I get scared she going to start crying harder again, but instead she shifts her body so that her face is above of mine and starts leaning in for a kiss. I'm confused.
"Wait." I move my head away and she sits back. Her legs straddling my waist, and she puts her hand on her mouth.
"I'm sorry. I- I didn't mean to." She shakes her head and starts to get off of my body.
I hold down her waist and look into her eyes.
"What's wrong? Talk to me."
I don't want her to feel ashamed. She's just going through a mix of emotions, and that's totally normal.
"Nothing." She looks away.
"You've never done that before babes. Obviously something is wrong, I know it." I sit up against the couch.
She sits on my lap, her chest touching mine, and her arms wrapped around my neck.
"Say something please." I beg for her voice.
There's so much happening but nothing at the same time.
"I don't know. I felt fine this morning but I started to feel depressed because I couldn't eat breakfast with you. I hate waking up earlier than you. And then, while I was working I thought to call you to check-in but really I just wanted to hear your voice because I haven't heard it all day. And then for lunch I felt I should wait for you before ordering, even though I knew you weren't going to be there. And then on the bus back, I wanted to hold your hand, but I remembered you weren't there." She says all this with her eyes starting to get teary, and the saddest face I've seen her express to me.
She's upset....because of me?
"I'm so sorry." I place my warm palms on her cheeks and pull her face in. I kisser her lightly and pull away, bringing her into a hug and she accepts, wrapping her arms around my waist, not letting go.
"Don't apologize, bubs." She mumbles into my neck.
Her breathe tickles my skin.
We sit there like this for a few seconds and then she takes a deep breathe and pulls away. "I'm okay." She nods her head and hugs me again.
"Okay. Upstairs?"
She starts to get off of my lap and stands before me holding out her hand for me to grasp. So I do, and we walk up the stairs together and get dressed for bed.
"Maybe your period is going to start soon." I shrug.
"Probably." She climbs into bed. "I'm so happy tomorrow is Saturday and I get to take a morning shower with you." She smiles and pulls the covers over herself.
Is she hiding?
I hear giggles from under the covers.
What is she doing?
"I'm coming under!" I shout and I hear big laughs come before I even reach the bed.
I hide under the covers as well and immediately feel soft lips crash onto mine and warm hands on my face. I keep the kiss going and pull her body towards mine.
She pulls away, smiling and her body lowers as I feel her hair brush against my chin.
"Cuddles." An adorable voice whispers.
"Mhm." I kiss her head and snuggle with her, bringing down the covers from above our head so we don't sweat.
"I love you." I whisper.
"I love you." She responds hugging me tighter.

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