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"YOU DREW STARS AROUND MY SCARS"
"what do you need? what do you want from me?!" i asked him
"AND NOW IM BLEEDING"
"i need you" he looked me in the eyes
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✩other books- the summer i fell in love// jeremiah fisher ✩
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i used to be in love with you
"so why'd you say it was a mistake?" i looked up at conrad as we walked down the beach
you used to be the first thing on my mind
"you said that it wasn't going to be a one time thing" i sated, trying not get upset. but i was going to sooner than later, i can feel it
i know i'm just a friend to you
"why aren't you talking to me? your the one that asked us to talk so" i paused "talk"
that i will never get to call you mine
"look i'm sorry, but nicole wants to be more" he simply told me, like it was nothing
but i still love you, i'm sorry, i'm sorry, i love you
i scoffed "what?"
i didn't mean to say what i said
"your seriously picking her? after everything she did to me?" i asked him , i stopped walking to get a good look at him
i miss you, i mean it, i tried not to feel it. but i can't get you out of my head
"parker, i'd pick you over nicole in a heartbeat" conrad exclaimed, yeah right "you know that"
and i want you to miss me when i'm not around you , i know that your in town, oh won't you come around to the spot we met?
"do i? i don't even think you know yourself " i looked away from him "do you even like me?"
i'm not the type of girl for you, and i'm not going to pretend
he looked at me like i was crazy "yes i like you, it's just that"
"you like nicole more?"
that i'm the type of girl you call more than a friend
"not even that" he said "i'm just scared, we've been friends since we were born. what if we mess up?"
and i'd break all the rules for you, break my heart and start again
"then let's not mess up" i said, putting my hands on his cheeks "please"
i'm not the type of girl you call more than a friend
conrad took my hands off his cheek and held my hand tightly "let's go back" he pulled me with him, to his house
i guess that's a no?
once we got back to his house, we saw that no one was home. so i decided to bring to back conversation
"so that's it?" i asked him, leaning onto the counter in the kitchen
conrad moved closer to me, moving me so i can be directly in front of him
"what?" i asked him, when he noticed i was about to speak again, he leaned in and kissed me, again.
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"he kissed you?!" belly asked me, shocked from the story i had just told her
i nodded and said "yep, right after he went on and on about how we shouldn't get together"
"what happened afterwards?" she wondered
"he just left, without saying anything" i simply told her "i just don't get it, i shouldn't even be worrying about it"
"that's true" belly agreed "it's like the same thing with jere and i. but i'm inviting cam over for the fourth of july, and you should invite hayden"
i shrugged "i don't know, last night at the party i kinda wanted to make out with him but he said stop your to drunk. so i don't know if he wants to talk to me"
"he will, and parker that's sweet of him" belly exclaimed "he didn't want to push you"
"yeah but he did" i paused and she looked at me funny "he pushed me away"
belly stood up from her bed and pulled me with her "cmon let's go some smoothies"
