Thoughts

Confusion

It's hard once you find out something. Something that can be hard to take in. Something you never thought coming. Something that can change your life almost forever. Almost make you rethink the desicions you've made.

Almost rethink if what people tell you are really true. It's hard being called beautiful or pretty because that's only what they think, but you want to know what that one person thinks. That one person you thought you trusted, that one person you didn't see walking out.

I guess we're all blind in a way. In a way we know ourselves we don't want to see, because we know how much it hurts. We know how much it will break us.

But why?

Why do we ignore our thoughts or our gut feeling we know to listen to; we know to trust? Why do we always have to ignore the fact that sometimes not everything gives you hope?

Why do we have to be so foolish?

Why do we have to be so naive about everything?

To me it's something YOU need to think about.

Something YOU need to watch out for.

Because in the end of the day YOU'RE the one that made the desicion.

YOU'RE the one that brought you to where you are in the first place.

Don't be mad at anyone or anything, because it wasn't them that made you what your feeling. It wasn't them that brought you to where you are now.

It was yourself.

It's always been yourself.

And whoever you thought of or whatever you thought of proves my point right here.

And I'm not going to lie I thought of someone too. But see I owned up to it.

Now you do too.

-Y.M