XIAO ZHAN's POV
I really think my life is really.......... urghhh what to say, now I don't even know what to say. But I think you should know about me, I am Xiao Zhan, 26 years old and currently struggling in my life.
But life is all about struggles and achievements, right? (half crying, half laughing)
Even though my life is little bit difficult I am happy atleast its not that worse. I have a elder sister who is suffering from a disease, which is not curable. We are orphans so no relatives, but she married a handsome guy and had 2 children but fate is really cruel. Her husband died in a car accident 2 years ago and as I love my sister very much, I am the one who is taking care of her.
But the thought that one day she will be no more with me haunts me. A year ago only we found out that she is suffering from a disease and now its too late. But I have to be strong as I am the only one who is left with these children and I have promised my shije that I will take good care of them and provide them the best thing.
Shije is still in hospital and now I am at home with children. I really don't know how to tell them or make them understand that their mother will be no more. Her condition is worsening day by day, and I know the time will come soon.
I have to do this my cute and adorable nephew and niece, I am sorry.
I haven't introduce them to you right? So, as you know already I have a nephew and a niece, their names are Yìchén (boy) 6 years old and Yǔxī (girl) 10 years old.
{ Their names are cute, right? 🙂(❁'◡'❁) }
They are really adorable and very naughty. But I love them a lot no matter what.
"A-yen, a-yu, come here I have something important to tell you." I said holding back my tears. They come running towards me (how cute🤧) "What happened shushu? why are you so sad?" asked a-yu worriedly. Although she is only 10 but she knows her mother is not well but a-yen don't know much.
"You both know your mother is not well that's why she is in hospital, right?" I asked and they nodded. "So, your mother is going somewhere and will not able to see you." I continued holding back my tears (😭)
"Shushu but where is mama going, I also want to go there." said a-yen but a-yu was silent. I hugged them tightly, wanting to embrace them forever so that they don't have to listen to this but......
"A-yen, mama cannot take us with her. She is going to meet baba, and children are not allowed there." said a-yu trying to convince her little brother. "So, when will mama come back? I am missing her already." said a-yen and pouted.
I don't know what to answer to their questions so I thought of changing the topic. " okay, okay, you have school tomorrow, don't you want to go? go, go, brush your teeth and sleep, okay?"
A-yu took her little brother with her, I know she is acting like nothing but deep down she wants to cry. When their father died she was really sad and was crying almost everytime. But now she knows where her father is and her mother will join him too, soon.
But I promised myself to give these children all the happiness they deserved. I will do anything to make them happy.
But now I have to focus on how to earn more money so that our life can go smoothly.
I have some savings from the part time jobs I had done in when I was in college. Shije has also some savings, although I don't want to use that but I have no choice.
I have decided I will do, at what I am good that is graphic designing. But first I should go and meet my shije.
XUAN LU (Xiao Zhan's sister)
AT HOSPITAL
AUTHOR's POV
Xiao zhan enters the room where his shije is admitted. After entering he becomes sad as he remembers how his shije was a cheerful person always smiling. But now looking at her pale lips, and the face which always shone brightly is now all weak. Despite of these pains in his heart he comes towards his sister with his usual bunny smile.
"Shije, look I came. how are you feeling today?" Xiao zhan said
Hearing his brother's voice Xuan Lu woke up and smile a little, then said "A- zhan, it doesn't matter now how I am feeling. Soon I will be gone."
"Shije, please don't say like that. I know but.." without saying anything more he is now crying.
"A-zhan, m little brother, don't cry hmm? You have to be strong, no matter what. You have two responsibilities, remember?"
Wiping his tears he answered, "Of course shije, I know and I promise you I will take good care of them and will provide everything they want."
"I trust you a-zhan. Always remember I will be in your heart, I am not going anywhere. Your shije love you very much." Xuan lu said.
They both cried because they know the time is running and will not wait for anyone. We should cherish what we have today, who knows what's in the future?
CONTINUE......
(Finally I have completed chapter 1)
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