"It's time for you to rebuild your life!" That's what Kaede said when she saw me crying, but I couldn't help it. Ouma was getting married and I was shattered. "You don't understand it, It should've been me. I could've been me!" I shouted.
She wasn't helping, Ouma should be by my side but no one understands it. "I love him and no one is gonna love him more than I do! That's why it should be me and not him" I was mad, and Kaede was making everything worse. "You don't even know Ouma's fiancé. How you can know that his not good enough?"
"No one it's good enough. It should be me. It should be me!" Why Ouma's getting married to a random guy I don't even know? "But it's not going to be you so stop complaining and whining like a little baby" Maki said, she was tired of these situation.
"Why not me? Am I not good enough?" I continued crying while Maki and Kaede just watched me. "You know perfectly well why Ouma wouldn't marry you! Now, suck it up and let him be happy" That's the last thing Maki said before leaving my house.
"Shuichi, I want to help you but what you are doing it's not okay. Please let him go and continue with your life." She said with those desperate eyes she makes when she is worried. I didn't want to hurt anyone I just wanted it to be me.
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First fanfic in English
Hope you enjoyed it
