damned • \damd\ • adjective. 1 : (in Christian belief) condemned by God to suffer eternal punishment in hell.
I woke up that day restless and i didn't know why, maybe it was the thought of meeting something like him, something incomprehensible, something so gorgeous yet horrifying, something so beautifully grotesque.
It was 3 a.m. in the morning and i decided to stand up to have a cup of coffee, at that moment, i didn't know if i should start my day or try to sleep again, it almost seemed like something was bugging me to stay awake. I specifically drank black coffee, the stronger the better, i like the feeling of my heart palpitating, the feeling of being high and anxious.
After finishing my coffee i laid in my bed, for some reason my hand starts traveling from my chest to my abdomen and finally, to my core, my heart beats faster and faster as my fingers circulate my clitoris, my other hand slowly made it's way to play with my nipples that were getting hard by the second. As my orgasm started to build, my middle and pointer finger entered my opening causing me to reach my high, i raised my chest from the pleasure as my mouth released a loud moan, i could've sworn i saw someone in the corner of my room that night, walking closer and closer to me to the point that it started to caress my cheek, unfortunately i was too dizzy to even acknowledge it, my vision started to fade and slowly i fell asleep.
I woke up (again) by the sound of my alarm clock, it rang at about 7 a.m. sharp, i stood up and did my usual routine, washing my face and brushing my teeth, after all that, i ate cereal with coffee and got dressed for my job, a secretary, i mainly do the typing and printing of the documents. I wore black long sleeves with black gloves and black pants, i matched it with black heels and accessorised the outfit with reading glasses, and an underbust corset.
I grabbed my bag with my keys and locked my apartment, i walked from my door to the elevator, pressing the button without thinking much about it, when the elevator door opened, i was presented with emptiness, i walked in and turned around facing the entrance, after it closed, the lights began to flicker until it finally turned off, in the darkness, i felt a hand stroking my breast and my thigh gently, while doing so, i heard whispers from my back using the dead language, latin, it almost seemed like a spell was being cast upon me, when the lights finally came back, i quickly turned around to see what it was but there was nothing, i suddenly heard a bell ring until i realized the door has opened, i quickly walked outside still convincing myself that it was just a hallucination from the coffee that i drank.
Upon arriving at 8:30 a.m. in the building i work at, my mood changed drastically from neutral to annoyed because of the "hallucination" that i experienced, i was not very sure why it affected me so much but i guess it did.
"Well, well, well. If it isn't the damned one." My co-worker said, he was in a higher position than me, maybe because i was just a secretary and he actually had a college degree, times like that made me regret dropping out of college.
"Fuck off Versailles, before i shove my whole fucking arm up your ass." I placed my bag on my table and sat at my desk, i turned on my computer and started working.
About 3 hours into typing, my boss, Mr. Warner, approached me, "Here's your bonus, you may leave early if you wish to do so." I happily accepted the bonus, not caring if i deserved it or not, i admit that it was strange for him to do that but i guess i did work on a Sunday, after he left, i picked up my belongings and went home just because if the shoe fits, wear it.
______________________________________________________Hello, very sorry if this chapter seemed rushed, this specific chapter just bores me but i did try my best. By the way, Mr. Warner is just a filler character and is not related to Marilyn Manson even though Mr. Manson's real name is Brian Hugh Warner. Thank you for your patience.
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Fanfictionafter all, it was just a way to make society wild, nothing more, nothing less. i was just one of his target audience.