the target audience. // marilyn manson

am i my reflecting god.

"The Reflecting God" is about dismissing false deities and accepting yourself as the master of your own destiny. In her case, is she the master of her own?

As i arrived home, i dropped everything that i was carrying, that includes my bag and keys, i went straight to my bedroom to start undressing, while emptying out my pockets, i came across a piece of paper, upon unfolding it, i was presented with a phone number and a note "Call me.", i was confused on how it even got into my pocket until i remembered the scenes earlier on.

As i attempted to leave the room, Manson's left arm wrapped around my waist and his right entered my skirt pocket, licking my ear as he did so, i quickly turned to him with a frowned and confused look making him chuckle, finally retrieving his hands away from me, i decided to say nothing and just leave. 

I rolled my eyes upon remembering, and tossed the paper into my cabinet's drawer, i continued undressing as fast as possible because of the tiredness i was feeling, i layed in bed naked panting because of how much i rushed myself, i was about to sleep then and there until i recalled the "coffee" incident i had.

After arriving home at 12, i undressed myself leaving nothing on, i like wearing nothing in bed, it feels like heaven if there is one. I woke up unaware of what had happened to me while i was asleep, i stood up feeling some kind of weight in my body, after a couple of seconds i finally realized that i was fully-clothed.

My eyes widened upon remembering, quickly putting on my pajamas without undergarments, it's better that way, the colder, the better. I smiled at myself, slowly drifting to sleep.

I stared at the same old dark vision, but this time it was different, i felt a presence circling around me, i heard every step it took, the more time that passed, the louder it got until it suddenly disappeared. Darkness was still present and so was silence, as i attempted to venture out i bumped my whole body into something, making me fall backwards, after seconds, i felt the same presence near me, its hand touching my chin, lifting my head up.

"Who are you?" I said trying to keep calm and brave.

"Your one and only. An entity that can and will keep you satisfied for whole eternity." It said with a feminine but masculine voice, i could already feel it smirking. I turned my head to my right making it take its hands off of me.

"Don't ever touch me, EVER." I sternly said, attempting to intimidate it.

"Oh don't worry doll, i already did. Do you recall the bond we had on that elevator?" It said whispering at me in a threatening matter. Fear started to engulf my mind, making me shake just by hearing its breathing.

At this point i couldn't contain it anymore, tears bursted in my eye, my breathing became unstable as seconds pass.

"I'm sorry." Its hands cupped each of my cheeks, wiping my tears away, i felt the entity come closer, probably only centimeters away from me, i suddenly felt a slow peck on my lips making me wake up.

I immediately sat up after awaking, tears running down my cheeks, i quickly wiped them while trying to stabilize my breathing. I looked around my room, my vision had only started adjusting, as it cleared, a figure in the corner of my room has appeared again.

"Please, just leave. I'll give you whatever you want, just leave me alone." I started begging and begging for it to leave but it just won't.

"I will never leave you, ever, even if i disappear right now i will still be watching you, if i were you, i would rather see me, you don't know what i can do." It said, threatening me again, walking closer and closer to me, i still couldn't see its face because of the dark surroundings, atleast not until i came face to face with it, it had the same physical appearance as Marilyn Manson, but this isn't him, atleast i don't think that it's him, this thing had a feminine presence to it, it had the long hair with red lipstick (just like the picture above).

"I know what you're thinking, i am him, just in a different form." It said looking deep into my eyes.

"It can't be, you don't speak like him, he's, he's..." I started tearing up again, panicking, thinking that he was a lie, that the guy i liked is only a made up character that was designed by something unworldly.

It stared at me crying for seconds before bringing its lips to mine, entering its long tongue into my mouth, calming me down somehow, after another set of seconds fighting for dominance, it won, pushing its long tongue into my throat, i couldn't do anything but accept it, saliva started to drip on one side of my mouth, unable to pull away from the kiss.

Minutes after, i started to run out of oxygen, pushing it away to breathe.

"What do you want me to call you?" I said hesitantly while looking down, still panting.

"Treat me the way you have treated me, i am not a man nor a woman, i am undefinable, you can still call me Marilyn if you want, i couldn't care any less." It said, eyes focused on my hair, twirling it around its finger.

"Marilyn." I grabbed his arm tightly, breathing heavily, almost digging my nails into his skin, he looked up ready to do anything that i tell him to do, i didn't even know why i called for him.

After staring at me experiencing difficulty in speaking, he slowly moved his body closer to mine while his hands slowly snaked under my shirt, fondling with my breast, making me rest my head on his chest, he then started sucking and licking my neck making his way to my collarbone, giving me hickeys, i couldn't help but moan, he made his way in between my legs, making sure that his eyes are not leaving mine, his long tongue started to lick my inner thighs to my private, inserting it in and out.

"M-marilyn!" I couldn't help but scream, pulling on his long hair, my teeth biting my lips making it bleed and my eyes rolling at the back of my head from the pleasure, right before i orgasm, Marilyn pulled away, making me tug on his hair harder because of the frustration.

He looked at me, eyes filled with lust and needing, he grabbed my arm making me fall on top of his body, our faces only centimeters away, i immediately sat up from the embarrassment accidentally sitting on his erection, he groaned, his baritone voice filling the room causing an uncomfortable growing heat to emerge again from in between my thighs, making me grind on the surface i was on to relieve my discomfort (which was obviously marilyn's something something), he moaned once more before switching our position, putting him on top.

"Enough is enough." He said, putting his left hand around my neck, choking me pleasurably, he opened my legs, grinding his hips on my genitalia, after seconds, he lifted his dress, pulling out his member.

"Do you want it?" He whispered seductively, pulling his body closer to me, rubbing his tip on my clitoris as he wait for my answer.

"Y-yes." I moaned, not caring if i was being too loud, upon giving him confirmation, he slammed his erection on me, not waiting for me to adjust, my body jolted up from the bittersweet pleasure, i couldn't help but dig my nails in his back as he thrusts in me hastily.

"Oh god!"  I whimpered as my orgasm build up, unable to process my thoughts anymore.

"No god can help you here anymore."   He grinned sinisterly, his right arm under my waist, lifting me up, making us sit in an upright position, his left hand on the back of my head, pulling on my hair, after giving me a couple more thrusts, i came, shaking uncontrollably from my orgasm.

"Would you like to finish me, doll?" He questioned, i nodded tiredly, he gave me a satisfied smile. He sat at the edge of my bed as i kneel in front of him, i held his throbbing cock gently, stroking it, i started to lick his tip making him whimper.

"I have no time for this." He impatiently said, pushing my head in further just shortly after, i tried to pull away but his hand was in the back of my head, making me gag and choke around him, only giving him more pleasure.

Before i could pass out from the lack of oxygen, he finally came, his hot cum trickling down my throat, he pulled on my hair, withdrawing my head from his cock, tears running down my cheeks and saliva dripping down my mouth, i was a mess, he cupped my cheeks, leaning in for a passionate kiss.

At this point, my body had already lost its remaining energy, making me collapse, thankfully, Marilyn caught me, carrying me bridal style, my head started spinning as he stood up until i lost my consciousness.
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Hello, actually am really proud of this chapter, kinda. I hope you enjoy and tolerate this lmao. Thank you for reading.