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Chapter 9;

-thinking how much my life has changed. I was the girl in 9th grade that nobody liked. The girl that boys would get dared to date in 10th. My goal in 8th grade was to lose weight over the summer for high school, I lost 30 pounds but that didn't change anything no guy ever looked at me the same.

In 11th grade I met Brad, we would talk for hours everyday. It wasn't until senior year when he finally asked me out. We dated for 2 months then I realized he didn't like me anymore. I ended up ending the relationship before I got even more hurt.

All those years I stayed strong besides the one time I cut. I looked down at my wrists. There's faint scares still there. I put up with so much, I got called fat and ugly almost everyday. Someone said I had herpes because I would break out around my mouth.

How did I get so lucky to actually be dating the ever so famous Harry Styles. Or even to be starting a family with him, Harry is going to be a fantastic dad.

Ive always dreamed about this but I never thought it would come true. I had Facebook pages dedicated to One Direction, I made fanfiction about me dating Harry, every day I would try to get one of them to follow me on twitter but that never happened.

Now I'm dating Harry and i'm having his baby. The rest of the boys are like my brothers. El and Dani are like my older sisters I've always wanted. Why would life decide to change to something like this, I'm not complaining but why me?

I never did anything right, my life is a complete fail. I've always wanted to do something to help stop bullying but the school would never let me. All those teens taking there own lives because people are just so cruel now. Maybe I couldn't make a difference then but maybe I can now with the boys help.

-------Harrys POV-------

Alright tonight's the night. Oh god tonight's the night I'm going to ask Alyssa. What if she doesn't say yes. My life would be over. I'm nothing without Alyssa.

Today I'm at my moms house, I'm taking Alyssa over here tonight to meet my mom and step dad. They're going to fall in love with her like I did.

Right now I'm decorating the patio to my parents house. It's going to look like a starry night even if we can't see actual stars. I have the perfect night planned for the most perfect girl in the world.

-----Alyssa's POV-----

I jumped out of the shower and walked to my suitcase. What should I wear. I grabbed 3 outfits and laid them out on the bed.

The first one is a loose peach v-neck with short black shorts. Hoop earrings and a watch my grandma gave me. With some brown wedges.

The second one is a dress. The top is a sweetheart neck line that is lace then the bottom is a baby blue, it kinda looks like a shirt and a skirt. With black heels.

The third one is red strapless dress. I would wear a black belt around my waist and black heels.

I think I'm going to wear the third one because its casual but dressy. I walked into the bathroom and blow dried my hair. I turned on my curling wond and began to do loose curls.

Once my hair was presentable and I started doing my makeup. I did a little wing with my liquid eye liner. I quickly finished the rest of my makeup.

I have a gut feeling something is going to happen tonight

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