Missing you

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It's been 2 months since Harry has left and I still haven't seen him. Darcy is now 2 1/2 months old and she's just adorable. I swear she's growing up way to fast.

I wanted to visit Harry 4 weeks ago and spend the rest of his European tour with him but management wouldn't allow it. Which pissed Harry to a point that he wanted to quit the band. I quickly disagreed with that because he needs to live his life and not worry about me or Darcy.

He's afraid that he'll miss out on so much of her life while being on tour. Except he isn't missing much at this point besides stinky diapers, sleepless nights and baby drool. But I told him there will be plenty of times he'll get to do my job of keeping our baby happy.

Today I decided that I'd go on a run with the little gal. I had already changed into my running gear and I was currently finding a cute outfit for squirt. I found a cute little pink onese that had kittens on with and pink pants along with a pink sweatshirt. Since it was the middle of March it was still kind of chilly so I put on her little white beanie.

I can't believe she was born on January 17 the day of my mums birthday. I still couldn't wrap my head around not talking to my mum for almost 2 years. Damn it doesn't feel like I've been gone this long, but I feel like I will make my mum proud since I did indeed find love.

I would really like it if she met my family, maybe that could actually be arranged. It would be nice to be a full family, I'm sure she's gotten a lot better over the 2 years.

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After our run in the park, I put Darcy in the swing next to the computer. I went on Google for a little bit looking up random things then I ended up on the airport website. I searched for tickets from London to Cleveland Ohio. I ended up finding 3 tickets and decided to plan a little trip for when Harry comes back.

I set the trip up and decided to give Harry a call. They were currently in Australia doing a few shows there. The boys would be home in 2 days and I couldn't be happier.

Harry picked up on the second ring, "Hey babe!"

"Hi honey how are my two ladies?" He questioned.

"I'm doing pretty good. I have a surprise for you when you come back and Darcy is currently sleeping in the swing chair." I smiled while looking at my baby.

"That's good and I can't wait! I miss you both tons!"

"I miss you too Babe only two more days then it will be the three of us. Darc has gotten so big."

"I bet can't believe she's 2 1/2 months old already." He didn't sound to pleased.

There was some yelling in the background I'm pretty sure it was one of the lads telling Harry that they were leaving. "Baby I gotta go, the boys wanna go surfing so I'll call you later, Love you."

"Okay have fun love you too."

With that he hung up. Two more days till I can hold my soon to be husband in my arms again. Come to think about it we really need to plan a wedding. I'll have to talk to Anne and Harry about that once he comes home.

Speaking of mums I should really give mine a call and let her know about my trip. I scrolled through my phone finding the rehab center she was staying at number.

"Hello this is Rebecca from SunnyHill rehab center how can I help you."

"Hello Rebecca my name is Alyssa Smith I'm calling about Catherine Smith could I talk to her."

"I'm terribly sorry Mrs.Smith passed away 6 months ago, she was you're mother I'm guessing. I'm surprised nobody called you about her passing."

"I.... um how did it happen." I couldn't hold back my sobs anymore.

"I'll have to look at her records and I could ship them all out to you of you'd like."

"Yes thank you."

After giving her my information I collapsed on the floor and broke out into more sobs.

-Authors note-

Hey guys sorry for such a late update I'm just getting caught up in school stuff.

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