Whatever I feel kinda shit

My Reality

People always ask me why I read.
They always say shit like "oh you don't look like the type of person who reads"
Wtf is a person who reads suppose to look like,
Are they suppose to be smart?, like a nerd, and quite?. IDFK.
I started reading in yr7, thanks to my older sister Meagan she introduced me to wattpad, which is an app for amateur authors around the world, bunch of random people writing stories, which is cool,
I like reading thrillers and shit, or sometimes romance but that shit sometimes turnouts gay,
And depending on what mood I'm in I like reading shit with happy endings,
Reading books with non fictional characters,
Reading about the perfect like they have,
And about how all their mediocre problems get solved over night with no repercussions is decent enough for me,
And then for the big finale, the main character has a happily ever after ending, where they are financially stable, where they have the dream partner, live like royalty, that kinda happy ending,

But I also love books that don't end like that, where the girls doesn't get the guy or they end up losing everything, or where nothing good happens cause that's reality, 
It's my reality, where the problems don't get solved overnight, where money comes and goes, where stress is the only constant thing One feels daily, where family is no longer people that you love and trust anymore, where being blamed for things out of your control is a normal occurrence, where hiding depression is easier then what books say it could be,
Cause that's what life is now.
A never ending story of pain and struggle.

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Peep sup guys, sorry it took me a while to update anything but I've been struggling to write anything late, so I've started writing stuff about my thoughts on things.

Hope y'all like it.
Love y'all ❤️