An Ode To A Tragedy

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Tattoos

I love them

Especially on people and on me , I have 19 tattoos on my body.  I absolutely love them . A lot of them are most  red , black and purple  ink  and i'm in love

My father has so many, probably other places on his body he got one for my brother and me. But not my mother, I always ask my father why he does not have tattoos for my mother. He just said she was tattooed to his heart, Now i know why

Weird I know

As a little kid I thought it was the best thing in the world but i think my mother and father lied to my brother and I. whatever

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today i woke up so happy

lies

At school was the same old stuff I went to school to get things done and get more work to do but at home , Vincent and I decided we would do our homework together at his place . I'm kinda excited to see his place or where he lives and everything like that

I got home and my dad was not home at the moment so i took advantage and made my famous pasta

As i'm stirring the pot of uncooked pasta noodles i had up stairs to pack a bag for Vincent .I head down the stair and hear my phone ring and the look at me phone and see Vincent is calling me

him getting my phone number is a different story for later

I answer the phone trying to fit my tone of voice because I sound like the Grinch. "Hey" he says

"hi, what's up" i said still waiting for the pasta to cook, "um when are you getting here" he says in a rushed mood

i rolled my eyes " when i get there" i mumble " okay ,see you later" he says ending the phone call

I call Francesca for some help, "Hey puta" I smiled and get the homemade pasta sauce that my grandma makes and finished my pasta " hey girl why are you calling now" and a joking matter, "so i can't call you now ,okay then bye" laughing  "no but you called me 3 times because you were go to Vincent house"she says smiling "Okay and i just need a friend" i say

"Okay see you and call you later and just made pasta i might give to to him" putting basil on top of the pasta for more favor "awe y'all are cute have fun with that and at your dads dinner today too"

O.M.G

in shocking eyes " l just forgot about that" putting my hand through my hair so stress " it okay you can still meet up with them just get ready at Vincent's house: she reassures me

"Okay.okay that's true i can do that , okay i have to leave bye sweetheart"rush to upstairs again " "Bye ,love have fun" she says

I got the first thing that i saw was a dress in my closet and put in my bag and brought the pastas into the car without dropping it

i'm so proud

I put the address on my phone and drove there. Listen to music in the car Chase Atlantic,The Neighborhood

The best

I got to his house in one piece, yes. I took all my stuff I needed for the project to get out of the house in time for dinner.

I checked my watch times and it says 6:30 I have to leave and be at the house at 8:00 for dinner. I had some time .I  knocked on his door  and quickly opened the door and let me in. "Hey there," he opened the door to help with some of my stuff .

I smiled and looked up at him " Hey , okay we need to get things done " in a rush , Why so in a rush , he questioned I ignored his comment , i turned to his as he closed the door "where should i put my stuff"  i said

"Anywhere , or the guest room" he pointed to the dark room , I nodded

I put my stuff and got the material out on the floor and saw the frame of the project that he did. " You really did that ,wow" i'm in shock " Yeah i got bored so someone had to start first" looking at me

"Okay we need to put some clay on it now" I tell him while we get seated on the floor. I got the clay out of the container and warmed it with my hands and handed it to Vincent so he could have some too.

We tried 5 times to get the clay up and right he messed up with the way he did his part and to be frustrated with how wrong he has been doing it.

right

I sighed in frustration , " Show me ,love how to do it." He says a little close to me. I turn my head and look at him, then I take his strong hands and show him like he asked so hot.

If he wants me to show him then I will. I look at then use my hands to mold the clay together and smooth it out so it would stick together with the old clay on the project and finish" That's how you do it " say smile

" okay let's do it , an thank you for showing me" he said ready to get the job done

A few hours pass now we are watching a movie that I recommended for us to watch well the clay drys

In this moment of us watching just a movie feel that Vincent and i could some sort of friendship  instead of me hating him forever, i eyes partly closing of how tired I am from a long day i had but i feel someone or something shaking me "hey thought you were sleeping on me on the movie wanted to watch" and then it hit

I jumped off the couch and ran into the guest bedroom, opening my bag in a rush. " I have to get there before 8:00 , oh my gosh I'm going to be late . I look down at my watch. It's 7:20 jeez I need to be out of this house in a little bit .

I grab the brown dress from my bag and the tan heels with my makeup bag and go to the bathroom and get changed . I take off all my clothes I have on the brown dress, it fits the hem of the dress so it hits my knees and looks into the mirror to put some makeup on .

i added blush to my face and lip gloss to my lips and put my heels . I hear knocking at the door " Hey ,why are in a rush" he questioned " I have to go somewhere" i hear a light oh from him

I put everything that I don't need back in my bag and head out the door. I walk into the kitchen hearing the noise my heels make when I walk on the hardwood floors. Setting my bags down on the counter waiting from Vincent so i could say bye

why is he all dressed up

"Now where are you going to look like that" he says behind me ,i turn around " Nowhere near that's what" say ready to go with my bags

" Okay, well i have somewhere to be in a minute or two so bye see you later about the project" i insure

" bye see you soon"

Hey guys so I know I've been a little bit distant and busy but school is stressing me the F out so I will not be posting a lot but I just wanna post this for you guys because I love you guys so much

And any predictions on Vincent is all dressed up why is since it is

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