Boys of Summer

Love Hurts

~Lilith's POV~

About a month had passed since the Atlanta incident and we were all having a great time. We had traveled over to Europe and were in a different bus but it was still amazing.
One night after a show I was hanging out with my guys when Ozzy walked in.

"Oi! Lilith! Come ride with us to the next city!", Ozzy said.

"Alright I'm down.", I smiled.

I told the guys bye and kissed Cliff sweetly before making my way out of the door and out to the bus with Ozzy. I walked on and Jake was sitting there with the rest of the band.

"Hey guys!", I said.

"LILITHHH!!!", they all cheered.

I had gotten really close to all of them on this tour so we always found ways to hang out.
I took a seat beside Jake and talked with everyone for a while until there was a knock at the door.
Ozzy opened it and James came in.

"You forgot your cigarettes!", he exclaimed.

"Aw thank you Jamie!", I said.

I took the pack from him and hugged him tight before he got off the bus.

"You and James seem to be close.", Jake said.

"Yeah of course. I love James he's my best friend.", I said.

Jake smirked over at me and then spoke.

"Or best fuck buddy.", he whispered.

"Jake no it's not like that!", I said.

"Mmhmm I heard you two earlier. You were all like Mm James harder daddy yes!", Jake laughed.

My face turned bright red and I pushed him a little bit.

"Dude please don't tell anyone.", I said.

"No worries Lil. It's our little secret.", Jake winked.

I nodded my head and sat back drinking my bottle of jack. The bus started moving and I guess that meant the party was starting.

"Lily are you fockin ready!?", Ozzy asked loud.

"Hell yeah man", I smiled.

I had no clue what this dude was talking about but I just went with it. He took out baggies from his coat and then poured some white power on the table.

Ohhh yeah coke. Haven't tried that one before.

"You wanna bump dear?", Ozzy asked.

I looked over to Jake unsure and he nudged me to it.

"Yeah sure.", I said.

I went over and grabbed the rolled up dollar bill before putting it to my nose and snorting a line. I could feel it burn all the way to the back of my throat and I slowly came up rubbing my nose. Jake snorted a few lines after me and I was already feeling the effects. It felt like a bolt of energy went through me and I was suddenly aware of everything.
Shit this is good.
After everyone had snorted all the coke we were all up dancing around and jumping everywhere.
Maybe the bus isn't great for coke but I felt great.
I finally took a seat back beside Jake and he pulled me close to him. I could feel his fingers lingering on my thigh and all I could do was get closer to him.

"First time?", Jake asked.

"Yeah. I'm more of a stoner.", I smiled.

Jake smiled over at me and pulled me in his lap and I wrapped a arm behind his head.

"You're so beautiful baby.", he whispered.

I blushed at his comment and then spoke.

"Thank you.", I said.