Stoner Boy

Part 14

I woke up to my phone going off like crazy. What the fuck? I have 10 missed notifications and 4 missed calls from Kayden and and six notifications from Josh. What happened? I decided to call Kayden.

*THIS NEXT PART IN THEM ON THE PHONE*

"Finally. What the fuck Samuel!? Why didn't you answer!?" Oh man she's fucking mad.

"I'm sorry what's going on?" I ask getting out of bed.

"Jeremy got into a car accident. We are at the hospital now."

"What!?! What happened!? Is he okay!?" I ask pulling up my pants.

"Some jackass pulled out in front of him. He's fine he just woke up fifteen minutes ago. He keeps asking for you."

"Okay on my way." I say and hang up.

I run downstairs and jump into my car. Don't ask me why I haven't used it I don't know okay? I head to the hospital. When I get there I ask the front desk lady about him and she lead me to his room. And that's when I heard him calling for me.

"Samuel...where's Samuel?" His voice was raspie and dry like he hadn't drank anything in 6 months.

"I'm right here Jeremy." I said walking over to his bed. His arm was in a cast and he had a few cuts and bruises on his face. Thank God he's okay. I may dislike the guy but I'm glad he's okay.

"Are you okay Jeremy?" I ask has he holds my hand like it's the last thing he'll ever hold.

"Mhmm I was on my way too see you when I crashed." He said smiling. I could tell he was still a little out of it by the way he was taking.

"Oh you were?" I asked I think it's kinda cute.

"Hehe yea...I love you Sammy." He said giving me this big goofy grin on his face.

"I-I love you too Jeremy." I said but for some reason my face got really hot and my palms got sweaty. What's happening to me. I let go of his hand and walked out of there. Why would I say that? What's wrong with me? I need to go home. I could still hear Jeremy calling my name as I walked away. I'm sorry but I can't be here right now.

When I got home I went to the kitchen. It was silent. I just sat there holding my head with my hands. Why did I leave like that? What's wrong with me? Do I actually love him?

"Ugh!" I cried out and slammed my head down on the table. I wish someone was here to give me a hug. I started crying. I don't know why, maybe because I'm overwhelmed? Or is it because I feel bad for leaving Jeremy at the hospital.

*knock knock*

"Who is it?" I called out.

"It's us Samuel, can we come in?" Kayden and Josh called back.

"Yea." I said quietly. The truth is they're probably just going to lecture me about leaving like that.

"Hey man. What happened back there?" Josh asked sitting down next to me.

"I-I don't know, really I don't. I feel bad for leaving you guys like that. I'm sorry." I cried out. I really am sorry I didn't mean it. Suddenly Kayden had her arms around me rocking me back and forth. She did this when I told her about Andy.

"Shhh it's okay Samuel. Calm down." Her voice was so soft and smooth. Just then Josh started rubing my back to calm me down.

"I love you guy." I sobbed out.

"We love you too." Josh said with a smile.

"It's going to be okay Samuel." Kayden said still rocking me like a small child.

"Thank you." I said calming down. I sat up and took a deep breath.

"I think I ran out of there because I wasn't ready to say I love you, to him. I don't think I even like him." I said honestly. I really don't know if I like him.

"Okay well clear your head." Kayden said. I sat there for a minute.

"Okay done." I said

"Okay now think of Andy." She said. So I did. I just had bad thoughts. My face must of had a disgusted expression because Kayden chuckled a little.

"Okay what do you feel?" She asked.

"Disgust." I said bluntly.

"Okay now think of Jeremy." I did. Good thoughts came to my mind. I couldn't help but smile. My heart went a little faster when ever a thought about being shirtless came to my mind.

"Okay what do you feel?" She asked putting a hand on my shoulder.

"Happy, the only bad memory I have of him is of today. Oh my god." I said turning to fave her.

"I like Jeremy."