Guess it Was Meant to Be

Chapter Two

~Atsumu~

Why does he want to see me? Despite the amount of years I've had to deal with my life dynamic, its still hard not to have some thoughts and doubts. Thanks Hiroshi for the anxiety and Kaede for the genetic ADHD. It's so helpful when having to deal with stressful situations. I do my best to stick to things like biting at my bottom lip when I'm stressed. It's easier to have control over my anxiety now that I'm older and used to things the way they are. It helps that I actually have a place I can relax a little. My room is the only place I feel like I can express my feelings and not get punished for it. As long as I don't get caught by being too loud or break anything that is. It's not exactly pretty when Hiroshi barges in here, claiming he heard something or a staff member told him something. But today I have to be extra careful about making noise. Two hours prior, Hiroshi had sent someone to inform me he wanted to deliver some sort of news to me. I always try my best not to let him see that he affects me, but I guess it's hard to hide since he knows exactly what buttons to push. I have to admit, the sudden heads up makes me wonder what he wants to tell me. I hadn't done anything other than sneaking around with Kawa. I've been sneaking him in since we became best friends forever ago. We met about a year after the incident with Hiroshi and Osamu, my twin brother. Me and Osamu don't exactly have what you would call a brotherly relationship. He was always taught that he was higher on the food chain than me. Hiroshi has built and molded his mentality that way since we were five. Since Osamu didn't know any better at the time, he didn't understand anything other than listening to our father. As for Hiroshi... he's has hated me since my birth, and in his eyes, any sort of attention he gives me I should be grateful for. It's kind of hard to be grate for the times he's beat me senseless, or when he plays mind games with me. Just like he's trying to do now. He sends someone to tell me that he has something to say to me, but not right in that moment because he's "Too Busy Right Now." Occasionally he'll come and tell me in person just to terrify me. Knowing that no matter how hard I try, my fear and terror of what he is willing to do with me will always take over, and make me submit to him. Its easier to control my anxiety when I'm not around him. My walls don't come crashing down until I'm in his presence. The sound of the door handle pulls me out of my calm thoughts. One of the particular staff members that has been taught to treat me with no respect, comes into my room without so much as even a knock. I was quite calm and collected when she came in, just sitting on my bed. I think it made he unhappy to see me so calm because her face seemed a little annoyed. Makes me want to smile a little every time but I hold back. No doubt she would tell Hiroshi about it if I did. She instructs me out of the room and to follow her with a head nod to the door. Not saying a word to me of course. Im not worth the waste of breath to most in this household. Thats something that doesn't get to me as much anymore, given how used to it I am. As she leads me down the familiar halls to Hiroshi's office, ones that I've walked down too many time to count, I stay calm and keep up my straight posture. I have a method for keeping myself calm. I learned the trick one time when Kawa snuck into my bedroom. Im not allowed to have a phone, so I have a ticking clock mounted on my wall to tell me the time. Whenever I would get nervous about getting caught, Kawa would pull me into a hug and told me to focus on the clock ticks. It always seemed to help in times when I need to get a grip on my anxiety. I think it was that each tick back and forth was the same. It helped me focus on one thing instead of a million things at once. We reach Hiroshi's office and the woman knocks on the door. Introducing who she was and said that she had me with her. For the moments Hiroshi took to gather up his papers and close his devices, I focused on the distant sound of a clock in a nearby room. Hiroshi never left things out while I was in his office. I had no connection to the family business, that he would acknowledge anyway, and so there was no need for me to be around anything related to it. When he finally gave the ok to enter, I took in an internal deep breath and slowly open the door. The woman walked off like told and I close the door behind me. I keep my gaze at the ground. Every ounce of confidence I mustered, disappears the moment I enter this room. Every memory, lecture, beating.... I don't dare look up without being told to. "Atsumu." His voice reached down to my stomach. Most voices reach peoples ears. There there are very few that can be felt throughout someone's entire body. Sometimes it's the voice of that special someone. Their tone making the other person fell the vibrations and words touch every part of them. Body, mind and soul. But between me and Hiroshi.... it's more like his tone makes my body, mine and soul freeze. It makes my body shiver in all the wrong and uncomfortable ways. Although making eye contact with him is one of the things I hate the most, I reluctantly look up at him and I'm instantly as his disposal. I know he can tell because he smiles a little. That smile.... the thing I find most terrifying about him. There is always an ulterior motive behind it. He walked towards me, and I couldn't help but take a few steps back. Feeling my breath start to hitch and his smile only growing more. Now something of a  devilish grin as he grabs my face in his lion paw for a hand. "Look at you~ So scared and helpless~ Whats the matter Atsumu? Ive been nothing but generous to you lately. Shouldn't you be thanking me for being so kind?" Hiroshi's eyes felt like they were burning into my soul. Holding it over an open flame. Threatening to burn it to ashes. "Y-Yes Sir.... Thank you for your generosity....." I try my best to get the words out, but my struggling only made his grin widen. He lets go of my jaw and turned back to his desk. The release of my jaw giving me a moment to try and collect myself once again. Its a futile effort though, because when Hiroshi turned back to me, he leaned against his desk like usual and snapped at the floor. Indicating me he wanted me to get on my knees in front of him. As much as I hated being threaten like a dog, I can't defy no to him. So I just hang my head down and walk straight till I see his feet on the ground. Sitting down on my knees and my hands folded properly over my thighs. My posture nothing but perfect. Keeping my head hanging low and I could feel Hiroshi's smirk as he looked down at me. "Good boy~" His voice made a shiver go down my spine. I hate it when he calls me that. "Let's just get to the reason why you're here shall we? As you know. I have no use for a filthy Omega like you, and since you're turning 18 in a few weeks, I've decided to talk with the Sakusa family of Cord." My whole body froze at those words. I knew exactly what those words meant as soon as they left Hiroshi's mouth. "Akira Sakusa has been looking for a suitable mate for his son Kiyoomi Sakusa. So I'm giving you a chance to make yourself useful for once." I could feel his presence getting closer to me before my jaw felt like it was being crushed once again. He pulled my head up and stretched my neck to pull it close to his face. "You wont disappointed me will you? You'll do exactly what I say and close this deal for me, won't you my pathetic little Omega." As our eyes meet, I feel more pressure than I've ever felt in my life to not disappoint my father. My eyes and face darken as I nod and submit to his will like I always do. The life draining from every pore in my body. "Yes Sir....."