𝘚𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘏𝘰𝘰𝘥

20

Onika Pov

Pregnancy is like period hormones for 9 months. It's past annoying. I've gotten mad at myself so much in the past 4 months i'm starting to dislike myself. And that says a lot because I love me. Not to sound cocky or anything, but i'm the best person ever.

Who wouldn't want to be around me? Maybe Beyoncé. My attitude has been so pissy.

Bella has been under me so much, I don't know why. She literally holds on to my legs and walks with me. Like now. I'm in the kitchen making a fruit bowl and she has one arm around my leg while the other is in her mouth. Her and Omar need to stop with that. It's gross.

No matter what we do to stop it, they don't care. I tried vinegar and they liked it. So weird.

The crazy part is when I walk, she keeps up. Sometimes she'll walk too fast and I have to catch up to her because she's holding my leg. Omar think he's my protector or something. He told Momma he had to stay with me because I have another person inside of me.

When I explained that I was fine, he put his finger to his lips and shushed me. So I did. He ended up coming with me to my apartment. Of course with Bella in tow. But he's gone now because Momma needed him.

Beyoncé has to prepare for the whole hood games thing. I don't want them to be apart, but they have no choice. Whatever that means. If I say no, I mean no. But they had everyone to back them up so whatever. They can never do it themselves, always have to get the parents on me. Snitching ass.

"Here boo." I gave Bella a pineapple and she ate it, still holding onto me. We walked leg in arm all the way to my living room. Her fingers were back in her mouth and I pulled them out. Only for her to let her lip hang in a pout. "What wrong babe?"

"I want my brother.." She whined.

"Who's your brot- oh Omar?"

I swear she gets me every time she says that. It doesn't click until i'm about to ask who it is.

"You'll see him next week babe."

"Ugh me guess."

Me guess? Now that was funny, I had to stiff it. She probably would've gotten upset with me for laughing at her.

We can really sit under each other all day and not do anything. She's my little mini me. Always want to be with me and will act a fool if she gets told no.
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"No because y'all said no one wouldn't get hurt, now look at you. Don't talk to me." I walked away from them.

They all came with a limping Beyoncé. She got shot in the leg accidentally. They were playing around and one of the guns went off. At least that's what they told me but I know it's a lie. They all look tired and upset.

Like they talked about the lie before they came. I'm far from dumb. I wasn't born at night and neither was I born last night. My room door opened and Dina came in with Ginger behind her. If they're coming to be peace maker, they can leave me alone.

"Nic."

"I don't care. Before they left I told her, and she still did the opposite. If y'all believe that shitty ass story, that's y'all. But i'm not stupid."

"We know they're lying, but there's nothing we can do about it." They sat on my bed. I don't know why they act like they don't know me. Yea i've changed, but not all the way. That brat is still inside of me.

"Who can't do nothing? Watch this. Cause if I really want them to sit the fuck down, they will."

I walked into the living room and they were dealing with her leg. I'll kick it...no I won't. I'm not that evil.