𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐔𝐋 𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐄𝐓𝐒

𝐎𝐧𝐞

𝐀𝐧𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐚

I leaned next to him leting my hands fall onto his shoulders. "Anastasia don't start this again."
I tried everything but no, I didn't even got a look from him.

"Nathan. Are you serious? After 5 years-"
"Anastasia, we went through this theme uncountable times, I'm tired, I ether have meetings or I work until the late hours, every day. Just give me time to rest at least."
I walked out of the room.

Nathan, why? I don't understand what happened between us past 5 years? You didn't even layed a finger on me since our honeymoon. Even though my family forced me to get married with him because that raised them in the comany something was pulling me to like you, at start. I tried everything. But he is always tired always not in the mood. Nathan is working all day long, coming home late at night and when we actualy see eachother he put up a fight saying how I don't care about his rest. I love him with my whole heart but these past few years made me think a bit different.
Looking at my wrists I thought maybe I'll go see my sister.

The moment I walked inside the house I smelled aroma of freshly baked cherry pie. "Anastasia! You are home again."Monika yelled from kitchen running to give me a tight hug like always.
"Why the sad face? Nathan again?"
"What else could possibly make me sad rather then him." I floped on the couch.
"I made cherry pie, let me give you one big slice to make you feel better."
I nodded.
After eating "Look you can't just feel sad with a man you are married to."

I shruged "It's not like I'm always sad, I also have my private time, going on dance classes or going out with Amber and her husband Chris. And of couse coming to our old house to visit you now and then."

"When was the last time you went out to see Amber?"

"Last month.. I had to much work to do, plus I needed to think about something new to do that would make Nathan start noticing me. And he also said how it's visiting her just waisting time because she is apperently giving me bad ideas about our relationship." Sigh left my lips.

Monica put her hand on my shoulder "Look, I suggest you to go out see Amber. Have some fun in your life, try going to night clubs maybe?"

"Okay I agree with seeing Amber after some time finaly but you very well know that I'm not much of a person who would rent free go out in night clubs. And what would Nathan think?"

She chuckles "Is it again that you overthink? I know that you are a popular person because of your parfume industry but that doesn't mean you can't have fun. Also I don't care what he tells you, you need to have some fun in life because if you don't now when will you?"

I slide my hands through my hair "I guess you are right... I'll call Amber so we can go out."

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Watch on my wrist showed 20:13, sound of my heels echoes through the street. I sat on the edge of fountain in the middle of local park. It's windy autumn evening, Cold breeze of air hitting my face. I love smell of the air after rain, everything is fresh and cosy. Phone in my long lether jacket started vibrating, message from Amber "Hey, where are you?" Looking around I saw Amber standing under shops eaves. I waved at her until she noticed me and waved back. She run over pedestrian crossing like she has 9 lifes.

She hugged me "You should really stop crossing the street like a fly, that black car almost hit you." she laughs and nods "See I'm fine, nothing happened so theres nothing to be worrying about."

I rolled my eyes "Anyway, is there any specific reason you called to go out or you finaly decided to relax a bit?" She asked while circling her hand in fountain water.