point of view Liam
that felt good and he wasn't mad I hope he wouldn't be mad too tonight when I show him my body I start to trust Zayn and Harry a little bit but Louis looks to much like my dad and he yelled over the phone he threatend to hurt him I know Zayn wants me to trust him but I can't and maybe I'll tell Harry and Zayn about our past but depends on how Harry reacts tonight if he gets mad I won't tell him if he reacts like he did when I told him the truth there is a little chance.
'hey kid why did you lie to us in the first place?' if you want to tell me' Louis says 'uhm if it's alright if i tell you later?' he nods while walking out I know if I show them I need to answer them 'I don't want to show you it tonight i'm sorry' I say politely 'it's alright show and tell us when you're ready' I nod still feeling uncomfortable did I do the right thing why did I even do this in the first place? I want to show them my body.
'Are you okay Liam? You seem to worry' Zayn says 'I want to show them this but I'm scared I need to explain it' he says we will go together and tell and show them I say Niall can't know he nods and gives me a hug I feel safe in his arms for a reason I know Zayn would be my trust person in everything I whisper I need to go I need to do something important atleast for me he nods understandable I walk back to my room it's stupid that it has a lock on it
Hey I told one of the guys about my medicine and why I lied i'm still scared but I start to trust thar curly hair boy and Zayn their other son I feel like he understands me that other guy looks too much like dad that's why I don't trust him he seems trustable but on the otherside It feels like he's mean and would punish me for everything like they did everywhere I've been, I don't know what to do anymore can you help me please? I want to Runaway or end up in the hospital but I need to leave Niall.
I open my door and walk to Zayns room "hey Li I want to talk with you" I sit down "I know how you feel I've been through abuse too and I know how your mind is racing about Louis but he is the complete opposite of what you think" I nod he shows me his shirt "It wasn't only abuse here read the first ten pages" I say "why don't you let them read this? You don't have to talk and the boys can read it while you sleep" I didn't think of that good idea.
