Point of view Matthew
"why are you never listening to Connor and Tristan? I know you can listen Matt" Tessa says I look down and turn away I knew I would get this question soon I look back up "it's a little bit of fear what wants to protect Lana and a the rest are my anger attacks I don't have my medication since I walked away from the orphanage and they found me and Lana" I'm officially an adopted runaway what is kinda illegal because they never saw my file and took us from where we came from in the past.
"you are a runaway with anger attacks? how do you hide that for a year and four months?" Liam asks "they never adopted me legally so they never took me from the orphanage and never got to see my file they don't know my real second name is Jason I made them believe my second name, they got to see Lana's file" I don't know why I tell this to Liam but it feels trustable it's weird I know but I don't care I trust him and Tessa and I know he trusts us too they are cousins.
I know you wonder why he is writting again but I need to empty my head they are sending me back because I'm misbehaving and never listen to them I'm only protecting my sister and myself like I got teached by some guys in the orphanage they helped me and Lana to runaway I don't want to leave her behind after the last time that happend I promised to keep her safe and never be away from her again and I'm keeping that promise even if that means I need to get her out of my safe space I don't want that.
"I have a feeling someone who hates us is watching us" I say "who should be watching us? all they see is a dot Matt" he's right but still I know someone we hate is watching us "i'm receiving death threats so or it's a mad fan or it's one of our parents" Tessa says "I think our parents they did everything together but still they can't watch me and I have that feeling too" Harry and Louis have big yards so from the fence you see dots and you have a beautiful view over the sea behind.
"I prefer death threats than getting sended back because i'm misbehaving" I say "they are doing what Matthew Jason Ball? you better answer me you don't want me to use your fear" Tessa is mad she's scary mad I look down and mumble they are sending me back because of my behavior, Tessa says I like to see them try that they can't separate you and Lana you promised her that and I know that you will never remove her from her safe space unless it isn't safe at all, she knows me better than I know myself weird girl.
