chap.2

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I know that I'm pretty.   It's the only thing that I've been told my whole entire life. I remember when I was around 10 years old and my dad had this barbecue and invited a bunch of his friends to come over. one of his friends came up to me looked me up and down and grinned and said"you are so sexy who knew James had such a gorgeous daughter" he slapped my ass and left. I was so confused I didn't know what those words meant. The same thing kept on happening as I got older just with different scenarios. I don't think I've ever been in an actual relationship that the guy would like me for me. only my body and face.  Girls would call me a "whore" or a slut because i "slept with all the boys in my grade" I've only ever slept with 4 people. I guess that is what girls automatically think when they see somebody like that.

My thoughts are immediately interrupted when my uber driver says we're here. I say my thanks and tip the uber driver as I see a white, small but pretty beach house. I don't know how I can explain how fucking excited I am. I walk onto the porch and ring the doorbell. I automatically hear a loud dog barking at the door. The door finally opens showing my aunt. She looks gorgeous as usual as she comes up to hug me.

"My sweet Hazelnut, Oh how you've grown," she said as she squeeze my cheeks."Hey aunt gracee I missed you so much". I say as i hugged her even tighter. Aunt grace knows everything that happened with my dad so that's why she was so quick to invite me over. The look on her face quickly turns into a concerned and sad one when she notices one of the bruises on my neck. "Oh baby  I am so sorry," she said tearfully as she hugged me again.

After we say our greetings she gives me a tour of the beach house. It was absolutely gorgeous. plants everywhere. She leads me upstairs as she shows me which room I'm going to be staying in. It's actually pretty big. It has this cute little balcony and a bathroom of my own. my bed is already there all laid out.

"Well don't mind me you go settle in and have some rest and we can take a tour of the community,"she says as she closes my door. I immediately tear up never ever would I think that I would escape from my dad. I had such a horrible life over there and now I can finally start a fresh start. I drop my bags and jump on the bed. I rest for about 30 minutes. and I decided that I'm gonna get to work. I unpack my things. and start decorating. I put my LEDs lights and even put some posters on the wall. when I was finally done I was satisfied with the outcome

 when I was finally done I was satisfied with the outcome

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I walk over to the balcony and look at the amazing view. "holy shit this is fucking amazing" The beach was literally out backyard like what?? I spotted some teenagers my age walking around the beach. oh yeah isn't this neighborhood really close to the college I bet there are some people who live here go there. 

I'm still soo exhausted from finishing my room.so I headed towards my bed, laid down, and checked my phone to see what time it is. 6;25pm it's still pretty early so I'm just gonna take a nap and wake up in like 10 minutes.




"Hazel! come down and eat breakfast I made your fav!" I blinked and then blinked again and then shot up from my bed and checked the time. SHIT, it's 11 am ugh I really wanted to go around and see the neighborhood but it's whatever I guess. I always had this thing where if I wanted to take a "nap" I would end up sleeping for like hours. I thought as I walked to the bathroom

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