One-shots (femReader) (Discontinued)

あなたを手放す

"Shut up!" 

He shouts at the female.

"Why?" 

she asks, disoriented by the reason why her lover shouted at her.

"Why?!!!"

 As time passes, he becomes ever more furious with the female.

"Just why, do you want me to shut up?"

 She asks one more time not able to understand why her lover screamed that.

"If you have anything to say, say it!" 

His slower temperament deteriorates more and more toward the female.

"But I don't." 

She answers and tries to understand his point of view. But it doesn't look that way.

"If you had something to say, you would have said it by now!" 

He wonders why she doesn't understand it as if she was mocking him.

"And yet I didn't." 

She leans her head aside, trying to figure out what's going on.

"So, you should head home and think about it until you want to talk again!" 

The female is beginning to think he's just overwhelmed by what happened.

"But what should I do if I don't want to?" 

She feels guilty about how this conversation is going to end.

"Well, in that case, I guess there's only one thing left for you to do..." 

He looks down at the floor so she won't see how vulnerable he will be.

"And that is?"

 Staring at him with her eyes like she was dead with her own eyes.

"To keep you from forgetting how much you hurt me..."

 And that's when it got worse.

"I was never planning on hurting you...you ended up hurting me".

The man laughs at women saying. 

"It's not as if you care about me anyway."

"But I did, I always did."

 She says in a begging voice trying to make it clear.

"...Well, it doesn't matter anyway." 

He says not bothering to look her way anymore.

"Why not?"

"It is useless to cry over spilled milk." 

The female ended up having a confused view as to why he said that.

"Nobody is crying"

"Yes, they are." 

She looks round at him and sees ten to fifteen people.

"Who?" 

She wondered, uncertain.

"Everyone." 

Bewildered once again about his statement.

"Yet I cannot see their tears."

He makes a tch sound.

 "You're so stupid you can't even notice them."

"How am l?"

He finally looks at her annoyedly.

 "What are you talking about, "how"? You're so stupid that even I'm starting to worry about you." 

Frustrated on why his lover is acting this way.

"There's nothing to worry about."

 She said looking him in the eye.

"...I know."

"But if you want, I shall go."

"Take your time." 

Deep down, he knows he can't let her go because he's afraid she won't come back.

"I guess this is our last goodbye then?"

 Why does she say these things and why do I continue to accept that he thinks he's panicking. Confused, afraid and mostly frustrated with himself.

"Yup."

"I'll miss you." 

It takes everything out of her not to cry, she doesn't want to go, but she needs it too.

"I'm gonna miss you, too."

"Just please take care of yourself."

"Don't worry." 

He answers with nothing.

She forms a small sorrowful smile; she knows that he tries to keep everything.

"I can't stop worrying about you."

"Thanks."

She sighs, knowing that it is time for her to leave, she desperately doesn't want to leave her lover in a state of rupture, but also herself.

"Goodbye then Chuya." 

"Goodbye, (Y/n)."

As the farewells were exchanged, she slowly left knowing that if she looked at him, she would weep.

"Hold on a second!" 

He calls her, hoping she stops. And she has no clue why he stopped her.

"Yes?" 

She turns to confront him only when she sees how close he has come to her.

"Do you really intend to leave without saying anything?" 

He looks in her eyes, hoping for something, but sees that she seems confused.

"Yet we have already exchanged farewells."

"No, that didn't happen."

She sighs, knowing where this is heading and as much as it hurt her to say it, but she had to not wanting her lover to fall deeper into the dark whole to where he could lose control over himself.

"You can't hold on to me forever."

 It hurts those words just to say she's telling herself.

"I could never あなたを手放す." 

A small glisten was seen in his beautiful blue eyes he tries not cry for crying is a weakness that never needs to be seen.

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Sorry if this might be confusing, I tried like I tried to make it more Chuya as possible cause I kind of used a Chuya bot so yeaahhhhhh also this is just going to add to another part.