Coffee for your broken heart? ¦AmePhil oneshot
[Fem! Philippines x Fem! America]America's Pov
"I'm sorry... I just love someone else" as those words slipped out of his mouth I felt my heart broke
All those years of us being together, they were nothing now, 8 years, 8 years down the drain
I knew this was bound to happen soon, but I just didn't expect so soon
No, it's not that I didn't expect it so soon, its that I didn't want it so soon or for it to even happen
I could have spared myself the heart break and left sooner but my just couldn't let go, I love him
Too much for my own good
I felt my warm tears flow down my cheeks
I looked to the ground, clenching my fist so hard ths started to bleed
I didn't want him to see me like this, or anyone really
I didn't wanna cry but I couldn't hold my tears back
"Just leave... Please" My words just came out as a whisper
I couldn't talk properly or I might just cry even more and yell at him
"I guess this is farewell" He said and soon left my house
As soon as I was sure he's gone
I walked towards the couch laying there crying holding my pillows
I screamed my lungs out, throwing my pillows to the TV ripping a few apart
"WHY DIDN'T I JUST LEAVE SOONER?!"
"WHY AM I SO STUPID AND NAIVE?!"
I couldn't help but blame my self for all this, after all I could've have prevented myself from getting hurt when I found out he was cheating
And yet I stayed, like an idiot, being a fool to believe that at the end of the day I was still the one he'll love more
I never told him I knew, not even until now
And now he left me, for her
I really needed a drink
I got up and looked through the cabinets for any alcohol I could find but there wasn't any
Fuck... Guess I'll go to that bar near by, might even find someone
I went upstairs and went to the bathroom
I washed my face so I would at least look decent, and not like a sad sack of shit, I'm to lazy to put on make-up
Going down stairs grabbing my phone, jacket and keys on my way down
Well guess I'm gonna whore around for toninght
I went outside and locked the door
I got in my car started it and soon drove off
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.[At the Bar]
I finally reached here
I got in and started to drink
[Not anything specific since I don't know what would fit Meri]
I then saw someone sit beside me
She looked beautiful, she was of average height [Phil is 5'5], had beautiful long soft looking curly blue hair, gorgeous big bright golden and red eyes and a really good figure I must say
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Coffee for your broken heart? ¦AmePhil oneshot [Fem! Philippines x Fem! America]
FanfictionCoffee for your broken heart? ¦AmePhil oneshot [Fem! Philippines x Fem! America] . . . "Nevermind" She said looking down at her food holding her cup of coffee I looked at her and she looked up at me "Coffee for your broken heart?" She asked I sm...