The story beginning
With a worry so overwhelming
Constantly feeling that something wrong
Bites and eats my insides so strong
Makes my stomach sick
Makes my heart skip a tick
Body running hot but somehow I'm feeling cold
Makes my body ache like old
Thuds of my heart are off beat
Making me uncomfortable in my seat
Heads heavy, eyes teary, then comes
Blackouts always so scary
The feeling lasts for hours
Draining out all my powers
Happens every and anywhere
In view of everyone
still they all seem unaware
Tears leave trails, my body shrudders,
Then triggers embarrassing stutters
So I get up and leave
And finally
my heart feels a relief
I want a life anxiety free
I just want back the old me
~by Palak jha
