Sour Diesel // z.m

Chapter 12

TW: BLOOD AND TORTURE 

A/N; the wifi has been down for two days now so I haven't had the chance to correct the grammar. But as soon it is back I'll correct it! I just liked the chapter so much so I will post it now :) enjoy!
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Zayn P.O.V

After checking out that Mila fell asleep, I carefully walked out of the room and closed the door. "Check on her that she sleeps every hour and report to me if she wakes or having a nightmare," I informed the two guards outside who nods to me.

"Yes, Mr. Malik," they nod and I walk back downstairs to the guys.

"How is she?" I looked over at Louis who offered me a beer and I gratefully took it as I sighed.

"She is not good." I answered as I sat down above him by the table. "As usual?" I heard Harry say as he entered the room and I sighed in annoyence.

"What the fuck do you have against Mila?" I asked angrily and looked over at him as he opened the fridge to grab a beer.

"Don't you see it?" He questioned as he closed the fridge and turned around to us, I furrow my eyebrows in confusion. "See what?" I asked confusingly and look over at Louis who has the same look on his face.

"You are falling down in the same path as you did with Gina." He explained as he sat down and I let out a laugh. "I am not." I answered with a snort as I took a sip of the beer, looking over at Louis in the process.

"What? C'mon man not you too!" I said in frustration and he shrugged his shoulder. "Listen, Mila is great." Louis started and Harry scoffed.

He then let out a yelp and looked over at Louis with an offended look. "What the fuck was that for?" He hissed and Louis rolled his eyes.

"Gina got hurt right?" He said and I just nodded. "Yeah, and?" I said to him. "Mila is hurt, and Gina got hurt by getting shot. And you took all your time taking care of her and not realizing that danger was near. You always notice when something is wrong, but you got distracted."

"Mila is definitely a distraction, and not in a good way." Harry pointed out and I sighed, earning an wass as annoyingly sigh from Louis.

"The point is, you care too much about her and if you don't find a way to balance her and protect your home. You might end up dead, with her." He said and Harry nodded.

Well, he was right. Gina got shot and I was not careful enough to think about others safety. All I wanted was to know that she was okay, but it all ended up in a pool of her blood. I don't want that to happen to Mila. I have noticed that I care about her more then I want to admit to myself.

And I am not sure how I feel about it.

I'm scared of knowing what's to come, if I should commit myself to her or even think about the thought of love. Loving someone again.

But that can make me feel pain.

And I don't want that.

"I-" I started and looked down at the beer bottle, swilling slowly. "I need a minute." I said to them and stood up from the table, making my way over to the elevator.

I need to realize this feeling, and I know just the right way.

Brody is still captured in our basement, in the torture room. Torture will ease my mind.

I pushed  the button to the T-V floor since it is on the same floor as The Vault. When Mila asked that I didn't know what to answer first, I didn't want to tell the truth.