Trigger warning Suicidal events are discussed if you are uncomfortable reading please skip through! LONG CHAPTER!Omniscient
Her fingers gracefully moved across the keyboard as her eyes wandered through the sheet music repeating the same note as the last,
She was interrupted as The vibrating of her phone sounded through the room
She picked it up as it showed loml calling across the screen, putting the phone to her ear she heard
" Hey, baby wyd?" The lovely voice of her girlfriend "not much making a song for a special someone" she voiced earning a giggle from her lover
" I hope that special someone is me, Giselle," onika said as they laughed
"How was your test babe?" Beyoncé asked the younger girl who was studying to be a nurse
"Bey... I passed with flying colors and now they're offering me an internship for this summer along with a scholarship at UCLA" she said squealing in the process
"Wait?! A great baby I'm so proud of you" smiling as if her girlfriend could see
" But wait, babe, what about your audition for H&M?" she wondered soon noticing the change on her girlfriend's face
"Bey baby I'm sorry I know you wanted that job" Nicki knew how much Beyonce wanted to work there considering she had been talking about it almost every day
"No need to feel be Nicki it's not your fault I'm still gonna submit my form for that kid's camp thing whatever that is" she reassured Nicki
Beyonce would never voice her pain in front of Nicki because she didn't want her feeling bad for something out of her control
she wanted Nicki to feel on top of the world right now and she'd do anything to make that happen
"ugh I wish I wasn't so busy so I can come see you I miss you so much bubba I need summer to hurry up so I can see my baby " Beyonce felt her heart skip a beat hearing her girlfriend say that knowing she felt the same way
she loved onika will all her heart Nicki was the light of her life she wouldn't be here without her
" you know I miss you more I cant wait to see you this summer I'm taking you to this new place out here I think you might like it, it's really-" an excited Beyonce was cut off by the front door opening
" Baby what's wrong who that?" onika questioned the girl earning silence in return "Onika I'll call you back ok," Beyonce said hanging up before Nicki could utter a sound
"hmm that was weird"
Beyoncé's home
" I know you're not on the phone with the girl I told you to stop talking to" my father walked into my room