Beyoncé
"I'm here Nicki" the hospital transferred her back to her home which was good for her she missed her space.
"I'm in the bathroom give me a second," she said "Okay!" I had some good and bad news to tell her but she's been doing so good I don't wanna upset her.
"Hey Beyoncé," she said walking out the bathroom with her robe God she was beautiful.
"Hey sit down we gotta talk" I patted the space next to me "so your doctor called and he said your vital signs and test were great but they still wanna have the surgery," I said earning a saddened look
"If it ain't one thing it's the next" I hate to see her like that it breaks my heart "when dies the surgery need to be done?" she asked
"There's not a set date for it but it is estimated to be in a couple of months," I said as I saw tears forming in her eyes as she turned over so I couldn't see
"Onika?" I asked getting no response so I got up and moved over to the bed laying in front of her.
I felt her hands wrap around my torso snuggling into me "what happened to us bb" she said
"We grew apart Nika," I said "well I don't want us to be like this especially if you gonna be nursing me to my death," she said
"Nicki you not gonna die okay don't say that we're gonna get you through this," I said confidently "your still not answering me bey what about us," she said
"listen Nicki it's been a while since we've been close and I can't say I don't miss you Nika because I do," I said
"well then let's fix that beybear I love you and I miss my best friend and no matter how much I may try to find a new one no one can replace you what happened with us," she said
" I miss the memories we used to make together the times we spent together I don't like the consequences that affected us as one Nicki it's like after a while our relationship was threatened and misunderstood with life. we were growing up into women and experiencing feelings and emotions towards one another that threw us for a loop. it just seemed safer that I stayed away" I said
" why tho bey what do you mean?" she asked me
"As we became older some of the things we found interest in were not the same," I said
"Right but how do you feel Beyonce?" she said to me as I put my hand on her cheek " Nika I didn't just love you I-i was in love with you and everything about you. the beauty you have when we had sleepovers the way we would cuddle and you would hold on to be my ear because you thought I would leave you. I tried but I felt like I couldn't" I said honestly
"Why couldn't you?"
" because would've hurt me too much if I was rejected by you and you had a boyfriend and so I wouldn't have made things better," I said " Beyonce Damien wasn't my boyfriend he was just a friend who was trying to help me out," she said leave me surprised
"the only reason we were so closed was because we had a deal with one another, my love. if I pretend to be his girlfriend in front of his family for a while he would help set up something for us bey I love you just as much as you love me and I think this was all a big misunderstanding, Beyonce listen were older now and finding out that I don't have much time left is hard let me love you one last time " she said snuggling into my neck
"Nicki please stop speaking in past tense the last three news have been great you gonna be fine we can work this out I promise just let me help-" I tried to finish but was cut off by a kiss to my cheek
" Beyonce I don't have time to waste you and I don't wanna worry about my health I just wanna be with you and live life to the fullest . You love me and I love you let's just take things slow me and you nobody else. Us against the world mama's like the old days " she said grabbing my hand in the process
"We can take things slowly but we gotta get you better can you at least try?" I said to her " yes ill try if you try" she said yawning "well listen we can talk more later let's take your medicine so you can get some rest" I said her medical bag and all the things she desired
The medicine, unfortunately, makes her weaker so she doses off pretty quickly " is all your pillows and stuffy comfortable?" I asked getting a nod in return
" Okay Princess," I said getting up grabbing my bag "b-bey stay with me, please," she said weakly making me look back. I felt awful I felt useless because there was nothing I could do but be supportive.
Seeing her hurt brought unbearable pain to my heart which is why I vow to make sure she gets better and I promise to love her forever
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I know yall already read this lol but this will be a book again when I can get it together I thought about giving yall the ending but I feel like it would spoil it to much so I gave a previous chapter
