my name is jazz im a jolly girl wich i think sometimes it can make a man fall for me. im a girl that really dreams high, like especially to my lovelife that i know it can be hard.
here's my story goes.im in third year college now studying education. first it was hard for me but as time goes by i learned to like and love it. im 19 year old wich i think a good age to fall inlove.
"hey jazzy" glads called me
"oh glads you look good hows life? hows nic?"
"hes in his class"
"ok,lets go our, class will start in a few minutes."
"you'll love our first subject today." glads told me.
i dont understand what she told me. my focus now is that its our first day of school so we shouldnt be late.
im on the back of our class facing the walls not literaly but facing my classmates chatting and talking to them about some stuffs and about our vication when our prof arrived.
"goodmorning class"
"morning sir" our response , me whole arranging my chair properly.
"0h" the only thing i can say
oh my god. i can feel my knees shaking like a damn hell that i can collapse any time now. our prof is my long time crush here in our school. i cant believe it.
"ok give me your registration form now so i can sign it and put your name on my list"
we pass all our registration form and then he do what he needs to do. after that he call our name one by one. and that makes me nervous.
"ok when i call your name state your name and tell us some things that you want us to know. especially to those who new here because i see new faces here"
oh my god ill be the first one he will call because my surename starts on letter A. i dont know what to say or do.
"lets start on villarey"
"oh thank god" i yell
"what miss jazz? do you want to do it first?" he said
"hmmm im sorry sir." i said
"ok go on mr.villarey"
and then after rhem all my classmates are called except me.
"last but not the least, ms. alivia" with a smile on his face.
oh my god i thought he already forget me and im thankful about it but not.
i stand up and look around and my classmate look like . "go tell him you missed him. " i just dont mind them and focus on what shoul i say."hi i know all of you already know me except for the new ones. hmm im jazz alivia like all of you a 3rd year education student. but i know some of you came from other courses . yeah basically." i yell to my self and everyone laugh and sir lance . " hey whats funny?" i ask them.
"none, go on miss jazz." sir lance told me with a smile on his face.
"everyone calls me jazzy so you can call me jazzy if you want thats all. "
everyone staires at me like they thought i was going to say some cheesy words. but nope im not.
glads look at me with a weird smile. "you are the only one hes calling on the first name, ayie" she teased me.
"so?" i ask.
"it means something" glads said
"dont make issue." i said.
"sir its not fair if we all introduce our selves and your not. theres new here ." rhem said to him
yes! everybody said
"ok , im lance david , im a full time profesor here but you can all approach me if you need something." he told us
"sir its been a long time since we ask you something personal. can we ask you now ?" nicole ask
"ok . but not too personal" sir lance said
"for every girls sake especially the one who really close to us." they all look at me and then back to sir lance "are you still single?"
everyone teasing him like they were just friends. and i , still nervous to what he was going to say.
he starts to open his mouth and then he close it when his eyes meets mine. and then "yes, iam still single."
yeah! ayie ! everyone yell at each other.
"i am still waiting for someone." he said.
everyone of us like (0) this is how our mouth opens when he told us. and i feel a sort of happines and jealousy. and then the school bell starts to make noise.
"ok everyone be ready for our leason for the next day because were going to start our proper class. nice to see you all."
when everyone is out and me and my friends are the one who left. sir lance go to our place and look at everyone and then me.
"miss you guys." and then he looks at me "miss you .........." and then go to everyone "....all. see next class"
"ok sir. see yah" everyone except me. i feel like i frooze for a moment. and then he left us.
"hey jazzy lets go. were going to our next class." glads got my attention. and then we go to our next class.
we are on our class. they all enjoying the moment while i am staring at my pen. iam physically present but mentaly absent. i am thinking what happened earlier. is that for me ? is he really miss me?