chapter 2
i am still sitting on a bench beside our gymnasium while my friends are playing basketball. i am still thinking about what happen. i dont want to give meaning of it but i can feel some butterfly on my stomach.
i remember on our last day on second year. sir lance ask everyone to tell him what we want to say for him.
i, sitting on the second row infront of him to be able to see his face near and clear, think what to say.
"its your chance to say it to sir"
"huh? what i have to tell him?" i ask glads.
"that you have crush on him" jam told me.
"hey hey. i dont have to tell him and i dont want him to hear i say it." i told them
because for me even if im so obvious that i really like him i dont want to confess it.
"ok lets start on the back"sir lance
it happens so fast that i still dont know what to say. when my turn. all my classmate tease me.
"sir she wants to confess something to you." rhem said
sir lance look at me " what is it?"
"huh ? no sir nothing." i told him
"hmm . go jazz speak up." everyone
"ok later we go back to you jazz" sir lance told me
beside me was jam she starts to say something.
"ok sir. i like to confess something" jam said
omg is she going to ruin things for me? is she going to say that she had a crush on sir lance? is she the one whos going to confess first even if she knows well that i really like him? i remember she told me that one time when she saw sir walking on the hallway she realize that sir lance is really handsome and have a sort of crush on him. im scared if shes going to say it.
i look at jam with a confuse face.
"hey jam your going to first confess something to sir before jazz?" nicole told jam.
"no. i just want to say that hes really my idol and hes the second one that motivate me to pursue my profession."
jam said
i breath out really hard as a relife. i thought shes going to tell him.
and now my turn. everyone look at me. because they also waiting for me to say it. i am the last one whos going to talk.
"go jazz, sir lance waiting for your words." glads told me
and i look at sir lance hes looking at me i see that hes waiting for me to say something.
"jazz go on." he said
"hmmm. thank you sir"
"thats all?"
i see that hes waiting for me to say something that i really want to say. but nope i will not tell him.
"yes sir, and we will miss you."
"ok then, thank you for all of you guys you know that your the one class whos really close to mine you can approach me anytime. and see you soon i will all miss you. ok if thats all lets call it a day you all dismiss." sir lance said and then leaves us.
"hate you why didnt you tell him that you like him? its your chance and then you lost it." glads told me
everybody looks at me like they want to kill me.
"hey guys its ok. atleast he had an idea." i told them with hope on my mind. telling the truth ofcourse it feels like i lost a big time on my life. but im hoping that someday something good happens on me, on us in gods right time.
"hey jazzy. whats wrong with you ? ive been talking to you all this time." haylee told me
"ow sorry haylee. im just thinking of something. you guys all done playing basketball ? can we eat ? im hungry." i told them so they wont ask more.
when we arrived in cafeteria i sit on a table that no one sit. my friends get their foods while i and glads are left so no one could get our place. when glads smile and i look on the place where shes looking at. i saw a handsome tall guy wearing a black polloshirt that really fits on him that we can his muscles. his hair that a little but messy and his brown eyes his tall height his smile that every girls heart will melt . it was sir lance going also on cafeteria. i act like i dont care so glads wont have a hint that i already feel some butterfly on my stomach.
our friends already arrive we stand up and get our foods. as we go there sir lance was on our side.
"hey girls. ok you two go first" he told us
"thank you sir" i said
i feel like awkward being beside him because i feel like hes looking at me i feel it up on my head because he is taller than me more taller than me. i feel that hes looking at all the things i do. and i love that feelings too. it make me give meaning on it. i look at him .
i caught his eyes.
"yes sir ?" i ask " hmm its your turn"
"oh . ok thank you." he said
and i smile on him and he smiles too.
i feel more and more butterflies on my stomach. i saw him blush and me too so i look away so he wont notice it.
"hey jazzy lets go." glads interrupt our momment. i want to kill her.
"oh lets go, im hungry."
"bye sir." glads said and then smile
i just leave a look on him and then we leave.
"ayie. i saw it. your smilling." glads tease me.
"stop it just eat." i tell her
"ok to be honest since your my bestfriend. i like to punch and kill you you interrupt our momment hate you." me with a joking tone.
"told you. you love it" glads told me.
"hey both of you eat dont make foods wait for you." nicole told us
"oh sorry." then we all eat.
after our class all done we said good bye to each other. and then go ahead on our own way home.
