Eddie Munson One Shots

I fucked it all up, Didn't I?

TW!!!: Mentions of depression, eating disorders, and light self-harm.

Me and Eddie have been fuck buddies for about three months since my ex, Billy Hargrove  and I broke up. I feel the upmost love for Eddie, I feel like I was in love with him all along and just hiding because I was afraid to be in love with the "freak". Or, because I was almost 100% positive he didn't feel the same. But, we made plans to hookup tonight while his uncle's at work. You may ask how I know he doesn't feel the same. I've heard him refer to me as a "quick lay" or "nothing but friends with benefits" and he doesn't look at me the way he looks at her. Hawkins High "it" girl, Chrissy Cunningham. He looks at her with the upmost love and affection. I wish it was me, it SHOULD be me. But all of our friends at Hellfire think I should just tell him, so tonight, that's exactly what I'm going to do.

~Time Skip to after Hellfire that night, Eddie left the fastest because he said he had business to take care of. While everyone was getting ready to leave, Mike spoke.~

"So, Y/N. You gonna do it tonight?" He asks with a smile.

"Seriously Y/N! I really think you two should be more than this. I can tell he really likes you." Gareth says helping Jeff clean up the D&D board pieces.

"I'm gonna do it tonight you guys, I'm just crazy nervous about it, that's all." I say fidgeting with my bracelet.

"I can see it in his eyes. He adores you Y/N." Dustin says with a huge smile.

"I hope you guys are right. Because I am so tired of walking on emotional eggshells and getting the butterfly feeling." I say laughing to them.

"Well, wish me luck fellas. I'm off to Eddie's trailer." I say putting my bag over my shoulder.

"Good luck Y/N" Everyone says in unison.

"Thank you guys, everyone get home safe!!" I say.

I walk out of Hellfire and out of the school, as I make my way towards Eddie's trailer.

Jesus H Christ I'm so fucking nervous.

I walk into the trailer park entrance and see Eddie's van in the driveway. I take a deep breath and do our secret knock on the door.

The door swings open and Eddie flashes me a toothy grin.

"Well hello there, Wheeler" He says grabbing my waist and pulling me in for a kiss.

I kiss him back as I feel the fireworks fly through my body. The immense sparks combined with the fluttery feeling of both my heart and stomach made me feel so, Alive.

"Eddie, can we please talk?" I say, with obvious anxiety in my voice.

"It'll be ok. And if he doesn't feel the same, you have me and Nancy to comfort you all the way. Whatever you need. Like your maids!"

I hear Mike's voice in my head as I take a huge breathe.

"Yeah Y/N we can talk! Let's go sit on my bed though, just so then we don't have to move a lot." He says winking at me as he holds my hand, guiding me to his room.

We sit down on the bed and he looks at me with a confused look as I try to form the words to match my thoughts.

"You're scaring me, Wheeler. No one died, Right?" He asks in a laughing tone.

"Eddie, I love you. I'm in love with you." I say looking him in the eyes.

His face drops, as he stares at me. Dumbfounded.

Fuck, Fuck! What did you do?!

He looks down at his rings and starts to fidget with them.

God please no.