THE DAY SHE SAID GOODBYE ( UNDER EDITING )

CHAPTER 1 - Your always a disappointment.

ASTRIA'S POV

"You're really fcking useless! In math you only got 90?! Why can't you be like your kuya axel?!" Napaupo ako ng sampalin ako ni mom and that not make me shock at all dahil sanay na ako.

"I-I'm sorry mom-"

"I don't want to hear any sorry from you! You're always saying sorry and your not going to do it again but your still doing it again and again!" Mom was about to tell something again ng biglang dumating si dad.

"What's happening here hon? Why astria is crying?" Dad asked mom and mom just glanced on me pero di rin nagtagal at napunta kay dad ang tingin nya.

My chin is burning i'm sure namumula na naman ang pisngi ko.

"She got 90 in math!" Mom told to my dad and that make my dad look at me.

"What? You got 90 in math astria??" Dad ask me and i slowly nodded.

"As i expected astria, you're really stupid! Math is super easy and you only got 90?! Why can't you be like your kuya axel?! He's always on top 1 and he's also an dean's lister!" Dad shouted at me and that make cry more.

"I-I'm sorry d-dad i really r-really try my best- "

"I don't care if you already tried your best astria! Isa kang kahihiyan sa pamilya natin!" Wala na akong nagawa kundi ang humagulgol ng humagulgol.

It hurts, it really hurts hearing those words from them, are they really my parents?

"Go to your room and study! Hindi ka pwedeng lumabas ng kwarto, you're grounded for 1 month!"

"But dad-

"No more buts astria. It's your punishment. Isa kang kahihiyan sa pamilya natin astria. Try to do that again na makakuha ka ng mababang grades sa kahit anong subjects hindi ko na alam kung ano magagawa ko sayo. Nakakahiya ka. Why can't you be like your kuya axel and your other cousins? Your always disappointing us astria, your always a disappointment." After hearing those words from my dad nanikip yung dibdib ko.

Dapat sanay na ako eh pero sa tuwing naririnig ko ng paulit ulit yung mga katagang yun hindi ko maiwasang masaktan pa rin ng sobra sobra.

It really hurts a lot. Unti unti akong tumayo at inayos ang sarili ko kahit nanghihina ako at lakas loob silang tiningnan.

"I-I'm sorry dad i-if i can't be like kuya or any of my cousin's i'm sorry i-i promise i will gonna study hard p-para hindi na ako ma-makakuha ng mababang grades a-at hindi n-na ako palaging ma-maging di-disappoinment sainyo. Aakyat n-na po ako s-sa kwarto ko." Hindi ko na sila hinintay pa sumagot at tumakbo na ako papunta sa kwarto ko pagkapasok ko nilock ko agad ang pinto at tumakbo ako papunta sa kama ko nagtalukbong ako ng kumot at don hindi ko na na mapahagulgol sa sakit na mnararamdaman ko ngayon.

Sanay na dapat ako eh, pero bakit ganto? Ang sakit sakit pa rin sobra.

How i wish ako na lang si kuya axel.

Mom dad, sorry for being always a disappointment to you, i'm sorry.

After an hour crying and crying unti unti ko ng nararamdaman na bumibigat ang talukap ko.

And everything went black.