Being a politician isn't that easy. You have to think about other people wishes, to make sure that there aren't any problems and so on yeah.
But this work is so exhausting! Why am I here?! Like I would have preferred to work at .....idk maybe at IKEA or At Burger King, or at..yeah I do hate hard work but I'll do everything for money.
Okay not everything.
It depends.
Maybe.
But Money~~
Argh nevermind my head is going to explode if I am not going to eat my favourite Yogurt.
Ah right I am not at home but at this disgusting, horrific, boring job.
I swear I want to place a bomb here and that was all yeah.
Mh maybe I should stop crying but why isn't Matteo Salvini asking me why I look so sad? I might sound as I am a Pick me but I am one only for Salvini.
My angel.
My king
My love
My ...
>>OHHHH MAMMA MIA THIS-<<
he stops and he looks at me.
I am starting to feel a little warm, my arms are so weak.
Why is he still looking at me??? Okay that's what I wanted but like AHHHHH .
And there is a moment of silent.
One of this embarrassing moments where you have no idea if you should say something or if it is better to just run away.
So I started reading some papers that where scattered in my desk hoping that he would stop looking at me.
And so it happened, he stopped and what a relief!Two Hours passed and finally I can go hooooome. SEEE YEEE, I can eat my yogurt, my special loved yogurt!
And maybe I'll watch a film.
I stand up and pack some paperwork in my bag, unfortunately there is a lot to do so I have to skip the movie night.
So I decide to go away from this eww prison but someone put a hand on my shoulder.
I knew who it was since me and Salvini were the only ones in this office but I don't know what to do-
What if my face turns red?
I-
>>I'm ehm sorry for before. When I was staring at you<<
Salvini says with a calm voice but he looked so preoccupied. No. Maybe the right sentence is, he looked anxious.
But why, it's not as what happened before was something to be-
No what I am thinking is wrong. Everyone reacts to a situation in different ways.
"Oh don't worry everything is fine" I said while my heart was creating the next Bello Figo instrumental for his song.
>>What a relief. I- I was scared that I might have made you feel uncomfortable. I swear it isn't going to happen again<<
Wha- WOOOOO why is it suddenly so hard to breathe??? Am I starting to have health problems? No maybe it's just because it is so hot here.
Why is nobody paying for the air conditioning? It isn't even that expensive!
But his eyes are so wonderful, I want to look at them forever.
I would like him to see me, I want him to talk to me more often, maybe I should do the first move? But what if he hates me? Theoretically we are enemies, my party is against his but we can still be friends (or more) apart of our job, right?
>>I would like to ask you something<<
Oh right he is still here- wait how many minutes passed??
>>Yes?<<
I said hoping to not sound arrogant to him. Many people said that I scare them or that I am a narcissistic, arrogant - yes.
>>I would like to know you more, if that is fine with you. Maybe we can eat dinner together sometimes, or go somewhere else or you know, since we are politicians we should be careful to not be seen by others.<<
After he said this he went to his desk, he took his jacket and put it on.
Wh- that was so random I don't even know how to act or say. What if he is only doing this to blackmail me after?
I mean I like him, a lot, but still I can't trust him that easily...well it depends okay?
>>Mh but why this sudden request? I mean we are enemies, why do you want to know me more? To blackmail me or what?<<
I said trying to intimidate him.
Then he went silent.
Is he trying to make me feel bad? Because it is working.
But why is he blushing? If he blushes then I start to blush too! It's not fair why do this kind of feelings exist? They are useless even if I like them!>>I don't know if you are going to believe me or not but I want to know you more because the way you speak, the way you can stand up for yourself and for your party, the way you are not scared to say your opinion it Fascinates me. It is really wonderful<<
I can't move myself. My heart can't take this anymore. Should I trust him?
You know? I want to trust him.
I want to have some fun in my life and if something goes wrong McDonald's has the door open for everyone.
Or maybe Aldi, Conad..Lidl..i hope.
Maybe there might be something between us but maybe not.
This might be the start where my job is going to be fun and my life is going to be more colorful.