Hi~! How are you doing? I hope you are in a good condition.
Me? I'm fine-
Am I?
Do you still remember the first time we met? I guess not.
But me, those memories feels like fresh from yesterday.
I remember how nervous I am in front of a class full of genius and talented people. I remember how my knees shakes as I entered the room. I remember how the wind blows my hair the moment I saw you. I remember how the sun shines bright when you smiled at me.
How I wish I could go back in time. How I wish- Oh how I wish...
You sure do love push-and-pull thing, right?
Like how you pulled me towards you. Making me deeply fall in love with you.
Fall in love with your wittiness, your behavior, your attitude and your flaws.
Making me love you even more than myself then pushing me away from you.
I get so crazy whenever you do that.
I was like 'What the hell is your problem?'.
Making me think of what is wrong with me that you always push me away when I wanna be with you.
I want you to love me too.
How I wish I could turn back the time.
How I wish I never wished for you to love me back...
Can I ask you a question before I end this letter?
Why? Why do you have to do that?
Why do you have to leave me like that?
