JIMIN POV
With the door wide open, she gave me my first hand-job. We were just sitting there, talking about nothing when all of a sudden she reached under the sheet and pulled my dick out of my boxers. I was shocked.
Tzuyu had elevated dick-avoidance to art up until this point. I was in a lot of pain, but I was so horny and so delighted it was finally happening; I didn't care that my parents might walk in at any moment. I also didn't care that her forceful motions sent white-hot spikes of pain through my leg and my back.
She stared at my dick as she pumped it, intrigued, as though she was doing a fascinating science experiment. It didn't last long. She squealed loudly when I ejaculated, sending jets of cum into the air, some of it landing in her hair.
"Holy shit," I remember her saying, as I scrambled to find an article of clothing to wipe up the cum. She delicately removed a dollop of jizz from her hair and flicked it onto my boxers, laughing. After that, she was more comfortable around my cock.
She even gave me a few blowjobs. She never got over her squeamishness around cum, though. She seemed to think it was hilarious and also disgusting.
Eventually, we had sex. She planned for us to lose our virginity to each other when she turned eighteen, a month after me. We both lied to our parents about a school trip and spent the night together at a friend's house whose parents were away.
That first time was really awkward. My dick just wouldn't go in. We tried first with a condom and then without.
I told her it was OK, that we didn't need to force it, but she was determined to make it work. We tried all sorts of positions until finally, with her on top, I slid into her. When I was finally inside her, it was like fireworks exploded in my head.
But we had to stop almost immediately because she said I was hurting her. We tried again a bit later, and it worked a little bit better. We were able to contrive a few more nights like that, to have sex during our senior year.
I think it was physically painful for her, every time. I wanted to make her come but I don't think I ever really did. I wanted to go down on her but she never let me.
When we were naked together, she always seemed a little overwhelmed by my small body. Or at least, that's what I thought, later. At the moment, I hardly noticed that she seemed to try not to touch me too much.
I was just ecstatic that we were finally having sex. It felt like a powerful, symbolic act that made me a true man. And having sex with her only made me love her more.
I was excited about having more and different varieties of sex with her. When I fantasized, it was about Tzuyu, and the things I would do with her. I was looking forward to the sexual adventures we would have together.
I was completely blindsided when she broke up with me, the day after our high school graduation. We had spent the entire graduation day together, taking pictures, and attending parties, first at her house and then at my house. The next morning, she called me and told me we were breaking up.
I asked her why and she said that our lives were taking us in different directions. We were going to different colleges. We wanted different things.
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AS I FOUND YOU (JIHOPE FF)
FanfictionAn Encounter in their high school locker room changed Jimin's view, it leaves him unsettled. He is infected by troubling thoughts and dreams. Who will provide him peace now?