hopeless narry

00. on the first page of our story the future seemed so bright

[ Dedicated to @strawharries cuz shes a sweetheart. but wattpad writing format is updated and so shitty now i dunno how to find the dedicate button :/ oh wiat i found it lolz ]

Harry's POV

Since I moved into his apartment, he started to turn into this monster. I noticed it since I gave him my everything. But I won't leave, of course not. I love him.

When the thoughts of leaving come across my mind, I would remind myself those times. Those moments, that made me fall inlove with him even more. He wasn't a monster.

He wasn't.

Maybe it's just the way he shows me love and affections. I'm just so attached to him. I don't know how would my life will be without his beating and rapes― it would be boring.

Well, I'm telling you.

Years ago, Niall was an angel. We would just share kisses, and he would understand it if I wasn't ready yet, he said he would wait. He was so gentle. He used to be.

And when we didn't see each other for a week because of the semester break and he had to go back to Ireland, he would text me saying how much his life is incomplete without me, telling me how much he missed how he missed my 'beautiful' face. And when he was back, he would hug me and drown me in his strong arms and his sweet kisses. He made me believe our future seemed so bright.

But I was wrong. Now, he would only tell me how disgusting I am. His words never failed to make me cry, and he would force me into something I don't want. He was the opposite to the man I fell inlove with.

But I believe.

I believe behind all the beats and rapes, he's still there. The Niall I used to know. The Niall that I love. The Niall who has this sweet side that I would die for.