STRAY KIDS ONESHOTS

LET'S BREAK UP - HYUNMINSUNG PT. 1

SHIP: Hyunminsung (Hyunjin x Minho x Jisung)

PLOT: Their relationship is great until Jisung starts to feel left out. Being the anxious person he is he has no way to externalize his feelings except by distancing himself.

WARNINGS: It's very sad.

REQUEST: jiusdoubrleuW

JISUNG P.O.V.

I have been in a relationship with Minho and Hyunjin for quite some time. All of us went through a hard time during our debut. I started developing anxiety, Minho was being called mean for no reason, and Hyunjin was only being appreciated by his visuals. It took a toll on all of us and we found comfort in one another, more so, when we started falling in love with each other.

I think we started noticing our behaviors around each other changing, it scared us, we had been raised in a world where monogamy was the only valid option. After months of odd and uncomfortable interactions, and at the same time not being able of forgetting each other, we decided to fuck the system up and just be together as we pleased.

Not all the fans are open to this, so we decided to keep it a secret to everyone except the members and the staff we knew would support us. All of them were very happy for us and we just got closer to each other ever since.

Lately, things have been changing, and I don't like it. It started one day, about a month ago...

~FLASHBACK~

I woke up alone in my room to the sound of my alarm clock. I pouted, noticing how the space next to me was empty, Minho and Hyunjin had both said they couldn't sleep with me yesterday so I had no one to cuddle.

I got out of bed and grabbed my stuff to get ready for a quick shower. Just as I was about to leave for the bathroom I noticed Hyunjin heading there with messy hair. But he came out of... Minho's room? Maybe he went there to say something to him right after he woke up? No, no, that doesn't make any sense, Hyunjin had crazy bed hair when he left the bathroom. He hates it so he fixes it every morning before seeing anyone. He seemed to have gotten out of Minho's bed. But Minho's bed is big enough for three people, so... Why wasn't I there?

"Are you okay, Sungie?" a gentle voice asked behind me, setting a hand on my shoulder.

I turned around to meet with a curly-haired Chan.

"Huh? Yeah, yeah, everything's fine, don't worry."

"You sure? You're just standing here in the middle of the corridor, not that you bother, just curious..."

"Yeah, everything's fine, don't worry Hyung..." I looked at his hair, "your hair looks good like that."

He touched his curls gently.

"You think? It doesn't look weird, or messy? Shouldn't I put on a beanie or something?"

"No, it looks good like this, really."

"Oh, well thanks."

~PRESENT TIME~

Ever since that day things have just gone south. They spend a bunch of time flirting and doing things together, which I have no problem with, I mean, they are dating, but the thing is, I'm also part of that relationship, so they are dating me as well, and I'm never included in those activities.

But the breaking point where I started ignoring them the same way they ignored me arrived a few weeks ago.

~FLASHBACK~

I got out of my dorm room after getting dressed in comfy practice clothes. I was wearing a black t-shirt and some gray sweats. Usually, I would wear Hyunjin or Minho's t-shirts since I liked how oversized and comfy they were, but I wasn't really in the mood to do that with everything going on.