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Sadies POV
"You promised she'd come see me again you promised I said while choking out sobs
But she never did or has and I know she won't" my face filling with water " b-b-but I don't want it to happen again because I love Millie as much as loved my mom , my sister . I spoke sobbing even louder hugging Winona tighter wishing it was my mom I was hugging "I miss my sister I want my sister back" I said while Winona rubbed my back

" oh Sadie I'm so sorry- I'm so sorry I could hear the sincerity in her voice . I soon fell asleep on Millie not realizing. Millie woke me up moving me I noticed she was leaving but I wanted her to stay so I asked her to stay with me she agreed smiling and we laying together falling asleep
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"Get away from my mom you asshole" I yelled
. Nick turned around and punched me making me fall to the floor while he grabbed my mother by the neck "Sadie Run" she said trying to breathe as tears welled up in my eyes "no" I screamed kicking and trying to punch Nick . Nick turned around saying  "should I take you first instead" my mom screamed "NO" and ran in front of me . I whimpered as Nick threw her up against the wall knocking her unconscious . I let out a blood raging scream and woke up to Millie next to me saying what's wrong worriedly while I was covered in sweat heavily breathing falling into Millies arms snatching the blankets off me . Then Maya and Joe busted in rushing to me
Millies POV
I woke up feeling Sadie moving around whimpering and whining . she wasn't laying on top me anymore but next to me I turned and put my arm around  her and she started whining louder  and shaking I noticed how sweaty she was and felt her forehead she was boiling hot . I took my hand back and started trying to wake her up the more I tried to wake her the more fussy and whiny she got .
Her whining started turning into screaming and cry's for help . I was now shaking her . "Sadie....Sadie! Wake up I said worriedly. Sadie shot and let out a scream from the top of her lungs trying to find air to breathe I held her as she panted and into my arms and started ripping the blankets off her . Then joe and Maya rushed in . Sadie yelled "No get away" . "I killed him i had to kill him if I didn't he wouldn't have killed her she started kicking her legs and throwing her arms uncontrollably. I was shocked but confused by her sentence. Maya tried to calm Sadie down but terribly failed getting hit in the knee grabbing Sadie by the arms . "Ok she's having a really bad episode find Winona now"Joe ran out of room almost falling on the floor . I don't know why because it seems like they deal with this all of the time . "What's an episode"I asked confused and worried. "Sadie basically has no control over her self and actions" . Sadie stopped kicking and screaming which I thought was good but then she started choking her self Maya quickly got up trying to get Sadies hand from her neck while I yelled "Sadie!!" getting scared trying to pull her hands away from neck also but Sadie was strong . Sadie's face started to turn bright red after a couple of minutes . I started screaming bloody marry . While Maya ignored me trying her hardest to get Sadie away from her neck . Suddenly Winona rushed in ripping Sadies hands of her neck holding her hands in place . "NOOO Sadie screamed JUST LET ME DO IT JUST LET ME KILL MYSELF" she screamed kicking Winona hardly repeatedly. SHES GONE AND MY MOM HATES ME . I started crying watching Sadie like that . Sadie continued screaming and some how managed to hit Winona in a spot in her knee causing her to let go of Sadies hands and fall Sadie went back to choking herself but I quickly jumped grabbing her hands before she could reach her neck "GET AWAY FROM ME GET AWAY" she screamed as I looked her in the eyes with tears running down my face SADIE I yelled surprising everyone "YOUR NOT MY SADIE" I said starting to sob . Sadies grip softened "I couldn't protect her it's my fault shes dead it's all my fault she screamed started to whimper while hitting her chest softly but roughly . Everyone but Winona was confused "who"I asked Trying to stop my self from breaking down "my sister she's gone because I got there to late it's all my fault" she yelled getting loud again it's all my fault she said she shaking beating up her chest . "Because.. because I was being a baby a big baby Millie "she said throwing herself on me burying her face into my chest whimpering and crying . Sadie it's not your fault I said rubbing her back
Sadies POV
No one has ever actually told me it's not my fault
I sat up and rubbed my eyes then looked at Millie for a couple seconds blankly like she was a stranger and hugged like it was the last time we would hug .

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