It hurts.
It hurts to speak to you the way I used to.
It hurts a lot.
I physically couldn't even speak to you on the call today.
The amount of things I wanted to say by couldn't was killing me inside.
I wanted to tell you how much I love you, how much I wish things stayed the way the were, and how much I miss speaking to you.
I should feel this way...
I miss you so fucking much it hurts to even look at you.
I can barely even speak to you.
It hurts.
I miss you.
I miss us.
I miss how things used to be.
I shouldn't feel this way, I should be able to speak to you like a regular person, to cry in your arms withbout feekign embarrassed..yet I can't.
I hurts so much to hear your voice.
I really wanted to speak and tell you how I rly felt but I physically couldn't.
It hurts to love you.
