Merluca one shots

Rooftop condolences

Mer is sad about Andrew and so she is on the rooftop, the rooftop always was a special place for her and her relationship with Andrew because that's where they had their first kiss. It's her comfort place. Andrew was about to leave but he walks past the rooftop and sighs because he is thinking about the bad situations they are in regarding their relationship. All of the really good memories flash through this head as he gets slight tears in his eyes. He sniffs then out of his surprise he sees Mer outside and hesitates to go out there because he doesn't want to make things worse. Before he does he realizes that she is crying and has her hands together look down and shaking a little. He cares about her so much that he can't resist seeing her like that. He goes out there and slowly approaches her. She's too sad and hurt and caught up in her feelings to move. Andrew comes and stands by her side but not too close. He faces forward like she is and looks off into the distance for a few seconds before glancing at her. As he's looking at her he gets tears in his eyes again because she looks so sad and alone he then looks back forward to hide his tears. She finally realizes that he's right next to her and quickly tries to pull her self together so he doesn't have to see her crying. She tries to stop making the miserable crying sounds. She sighs and looks up while taking a deep breath then hits the top of the wall of her hand harshly. Andrew doesn't know what to do because he's never seen her as this level of low before. He obviously wants to comfort her but he doesn't want to make her feel uncomfortable or go too far. He starts to think that all she looks like she wants right now is some comfort and go be held. He decides to put his arm around her and hugs her from the side making sure not to lean against her too much at first. She tenses up at his touch because all of their good memories flash through her head as she some how gets more sad. All of the laughs and smiles they have shared and all of the cute wholesome moments as well. As soon as he touches her she feels this sensation of wanting him to let her go but also never let her go at the same time because she has always felt safe in his arms. She instantly has tears streaming some her face again so she looks down. After a few minutes she leans against him and sniffs as shes still crying just not audibly anymore. He hesitates to say anything bit he decides that at least a simple I'm sorry would be appropriate. He opens his mouth and says tenderly

"I'm...sorry" Because The lack of words he wants to say. She nods without looking at him. She obviously still kinda mad at him from earlier. He said in soft voice "Mer..." then she looks at him and says in her shaking crying voice, "when you left me...after my court meeting...do you know how much that hurt me...? When you started yelling at me for no reason...do you know how much that hurt me? Every time I try help you, you push me away...that hurts me so much." She stops then whispers "damn it andrew". She stops leaning against him and turns to him while still leaning against the wall. "It's because andrew...I care about you deeply. I care about you really deeply. To the point that...I just didn't know what to do to help you anymore." She looks him in the eyes and pauses for a few seconds then proceeds, "I love you andrew, I do, but when you do things like this...I just..." Looks down as she starts to cry silently again "I don't know what to do or what to say when you yell at me" She puts her hands up to her eyes to wipe the tears from her face as she turns away from him and looks forward again. She sighs quietly as she thinks about it all. As tears gather in andrews eyes he places his hand gently on top of hers and she starts to cry again. She turns to him again and says "you make me so incredibly happy." He still doesn't know what to say and he doesn't want to say anything if she's going to say more. He moves a little bit closer to her and says "I haven't been making the best decision lately and I realize that I can be doing a lot better, so from now on..." He looks her in the eyes to make it sound more sincere "I will think about what I'm saying and what I'm doing because it happens...I'm sorry..I really am" She turns to him more and just looks him in the eyes with sad eyes. "Come here" he says in a quietly comforting voice. He hugs and rubs her back slowly as she likes. "I love you too.." he whispers. She tenses up again at his touch but then give in and nuzzles her head against his chest. He hugs her more tightly as she does that giving her the safe feeling that she always feels while she's in his arms. After a little bit they pull away as they look at each other "I don't know what I Would do without you babe.." he stares in a sincere voice. They both look each other in the eyes and he cups her cheek in his hand and does he cuter smile. He uses his thumb to wipe away a stray tear going down her face. She smiles a tiny bit through her tears and looks down as she does. Andrew looks at her and admires how amazing her smile is and how it makes him smile too. He says as he is looking at her with teary eyes "you're the most beautiful woman I've ever met. I'm sorry for the way I've been treating you. You are so so strong and...I know you deserve the best...a life full of love..so from now on that's all that you will get" He says in a small voice "that sounds good..I forgive you" she looks at him cutely for a second then hugs him tightly again. She whispers "I don't want you ever leaving me again.." she says while holding him tightly. He replies in a soft tone "and I don't want you ever leaving me" She pulls away from the hug and holds his hand with both of hers. They look at each other for a few seconds lovingly as he puts his other arms around her lower back. He softly kiss her forehead. She smiles softly and whispers "I always love when you do that" He replies with a slight smile on his face "that's good because I love doing it" He kisses her forehead again and she puts her arms around his neck they just stands there together hugging each other with her head nuzzled against his chest.
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A/N: I hope you guys liked this one!! I completely open to suggestions just leave a comment no promises that I'll actually have the motivation to write about it though but if you have idea I would love to hear them!